E-Revolution

Comeback!

2010-12-04T03:55:00.000-08:00

Dear all,

Bet this is one of the many comebacks which I had make ever since my last post. Pretty interesting final year in chemical engineering I was in earlier this year. My graduation was pretty much guaranteed soon after I have gotten my results.

Man time flies, I am a much wiser, smarter and more intellectual person compared to the person I was previously. I thought to myself thinking I was great and I was not able to be better than that. Now I realized that there is not boundary to becoming greater. Its just your imaginations that binds you to prevent you from achieving success. Putting mind together and effort, nothing is unlikely.

Interesting quotes I had them all pasted all over my wall. Apparently, it did worked out! To my surprise! A few of the many are :

1) The POISON is just a negative mind.

2) Don't let your shades demote you for who you are.

3) Be the change that changes everything, not the change that changes you as a whole.

4) EXCUSES are just REASONS to keep you from progressing.

I did it slowly. I admit I am slow as a learner but once I managed to learn it, it will be forever stuck to be part of me. Interesting how mind works. I am interested in increasing my mental capacity as well as utilizing them to their maximum of their capability. Exceeding the ordinary is what is important in deriving the extraordinary.

Having noticed and learned much about crisis and good times that we all having, I realized a lot of things that we are lacking. Interesting fact that all of us revolved around money. Yup don't deny it, agree with me because everything out there is money. Without any, none will survive the tide that blurred all mankind from progressing as a successful person. Sadly, I have blundered and wasted some of my time on some procrastination.

Now that I know how important things are to me, I guess it is at the right time for me to proceed into a more challenging world. Engage it. Conquer it.

Cheers

Cloze

22.53pm (Aussie time) 4th December 2010

Unpissed but moving on.

2010-02-03T04:43:00.000-08:00

Yo people!

Been a while I know.

Recent updates :

1) Frustration!
2) Hanging out!
3) Fun time!
4) Going back home!

1)

Well, simple stuffs that make life sweaty! Indeed, I keep grudges pretty heavily and I take things a bit too seriously. Might not be fault of anyone but unawareness of the surroundings. Words spoken has to be really careful though. Words are tools, if tools aren't use properly, one will know the consequences.

2)

Woohoo!! Going back home! Hanging out with loads and loads of buddies and friends! Fun time!

3)

Celebrated birthday for Su Lin! Yup we did! Fun it was. Good food I tasted! Wonderful ain't it?! I just love my life! :D

4)

Man I am going back in 2 days time! Happy times.

11.47pm 3rd February 2010

Motivation for your ownself!

2010-01-21T18:04:00.000-08:00

Seems like yesterday,

So far away,

People may tell you things,

You listen with a joyful smile,

Everyday is a new day,

Learning is a process,

Step by step like always,

Moving up and down is part of the mood,

Swinging from bar to bar is part of your skill,

Learning to swing right,

Is the way it should be,

Tell yourself,

I am capable of doing something that I aim for.
Its part of me to do it.
Something that no one can stop me from doing.
People may tell you a lot of stuffs.
But halt!
Think double and determine direction.

You can do it! You can do it!

Its just time.
People may let you down but its time to climb up.
You can do it! No mountain is higher than the other.
Just a simple thought of wanting with your heart,
Rather than just your mind,
Because mind cannot move things but physically we can!

Its time for a change! Its time for a change!

Determination that drives a person!
Determination that burns in passion!
Determination that never ends!
Determination that forever be instilled!
Determination that will march you forward!
Determination that will crumble every wall!
Determination that will bring you there!

Its time to open up! Its time to open up!

A matter of time won't change much.
But an action within the time will change everything!
Its just a power that lies within us!
Unrealized!

Things that can't be let go should be let go!
Things that bothers you and obstruct you!
Let them go!
Its just part of lesson and learning!
Maybe they are yet to learn!
But surely one day they will!
A matter of time!

A matter of time! A matter of time!

Indeed time will tell,
Impatient may arise,
Soul may fight for right or wrong.
But in the end, there is no winner
Only sufferer there is.
Never a lie never truth
Its just the way life!

Change change change!
Something that many people refuse to do!
Why? Simple!
Because they want their everyday to be as good as the previous ones.
Its something good!
Nothing bad!

Just I have another thought about it.
Moving from bars to bars,
I would like to extend a from the first
to the last in just one swing!
Its a change from the norm!
Indeed it is.

No wrong or right?
Just a matter of how crazy can I get into wanting a change.
A change that will determine a lot of effort
Pressure may arise to bring me down!
But still the bars are there,
Waiting for me to reach!
Just a matter of time,
Change to be better is what I opt for,
Precious days gone passed but!
Today will be better than ever!
And so will tomorrow be better than today!

Everyday is better! Everyday next day is worth more than better!

But never obstruct yourself to the best! Because the best is yet to register in my dictionary!
Never before I reached the best day in my life, because everyday is a better day!

Cheers
Cloze :D

Friday 22 Jannuary 2010

One of the failures in my life

2009-12-04T04:26:00.000-08:00

Wee!!

Moving happily,

Rushing for joy mainly,

Seeing my results yesterday,

Makes me feel vulnerable everyday,

Shows me the path of imperfection,

Just to create a new route to station,

Another path that taught me well,

Which makes me sleep so well,

Part of regret do come in,

Whatever it is, what have I been doing?

Moving swinging switching,

Money is the priority others are just anything.

11.28pm 4 December 2009

2009-11-11T18:42:00.001-08:00

Birthday! :D

2009-10-22T05:37:00.001-07:00

YO PEOPLE!

THANKS FOR ALL YOUR WISHES!!

I GOT 189 WISHES IN TOTAL! IN JUST A DAY! ITS A MIRACLE!

THANKS!! :D

ENJOY YOUR DAY!!! :D

22 October 2009 11.39am

Story on 3164!

2009-10-13T01:42:00.001-07:00

What the hell is happening to me?! I been procrastinating ever since weeks ago knowing that there will be a test tomorrow. And guess what? I am not guilty at all.. I wonder why.

Let me tell you a story,

Once upon a time, in a coal mine far far away, there live one lecturer specialized with chemical reactions and of course specializing in coal reactions.

Knowing that, the lecturer tried teaching a group of non-coal people about the reactions.

Suddenly, realizing the students are reducing day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute and even second by second, he came up with a very "smart" plan. He takes note of attendance of individual students.

One special day (a week later), the lecturer felt lazy, and stopped marking the attendances, the students attendance tend to reduce yet again.

In the end, there are so few non-coal people became closer to coal as they kept on going to class.

Noticing that case, methane began to emit from their skin and eventually evaporated into the air which contributed to acidification potential by 21 times worst than carbon dioxide.

After the long journey, the lecturer stays himself in the cave of coals where he lives happily ever after with his reactions book.

:D

Brilliant! Going back to work now tata :D

7.53pm 13 October 2009

Top oldies!

2009-10-08T06:34:00.000-07:00

Well I am not sure why am I listening to oldies, perhaps they are nice and catchy. In recent years, the music had transformed dramatically from nice songs to weird and weirder songs which managed to capture a huge number of audience. Amazing isn't it. Well, let us not forget about the roots of where the transition starts! :D

Listening to the top 250s in the 90s makes me recall back a lot of memories. MaN! T.T

1) Des'ree - You Gotta Be (1995)
2) Goo Goo Dolls - Iris (1998)
3) Michael Jackson - Black or White (1991)
4) Seal - Kiss From A Rose (1995)
5) Third Eye Blind - Semi Charmed Life (1997)
6) Aerosmith - I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing (1998)
7) Everything But The Girl - Missing (1996)
8) Londonbeat - I've Been Thinking About You (1991)
9) Los Del Rio - Macarena (1996)
10) UB40 - Can't Help Falling In Love (1993)

Wonderful isn't it. I only heard 1,2,3,6,9 and 10. The rest, I had never heard of them!

I don't know why am I posting up this perhaps I just miss old times. :(

12.39am 9 October 2009

Signments

2009-10-01T16:33:00.000-07:00

Assignments Dues : 5th Oct, 12 Oct, 15 Oct. I wonder how this gonna go :(

64 test?!! T.T 13th Oct. Worried the heck out of me..looks simple but i dun know how to get about it.

Exam coming by yet again :(
64 was terribly taught but its a good subject :(
66 makes me feel in the lost for the first half cuz was poorly taught :(
62 makes us afraid since that we felt like there is just minor problems :(
75 does not has an aim in the course structure, makes me wanna panic :(

What should I do?!!

9.38am 2nd October 2009

HAPPY FARM!!

2009-10-01T04:57:00.001-07:00

FACEBOOK APPLICATION HAPPY FARM!!

I felt in love with this game the moment I saw it! haha.. I wonder why but I can't find the reason. Most likely to be the passion to be a farmer..XD haha ( don't let my parents know or else they will chop me up )

I started as a poor and miserable farmer. In days under the sunlight I plow, weed and harvest to further improve my farm. Working so hard under the shinny sun. I managed to transform the farm above to the farm below. :D

Nice huh? Please do join this application by asking me for the invites :D. I will be more than happy :D

I LOVE THIS GAME!! :D

10.01pm 1st October 2009

Summary

2009-10-01T04:38:00.000-07:00

alright phew i need a breathe after posting all those. Hrm Been a lots of stuffs that I had did which I didnt realised. Great to have so much fun with everyone around me :D. Let me summarize it up for all of you all :D

Events after those :
1) MUMSU Ball
2) Multicultural Night Gala Dinner
3) Clubbing streak (friday + saturday) - one works while the other didnt
4) MORE UP SOON!!! :D

Year coming to an end again!! However, we still have time! we shud have all the fun we can :D!!

9.40pm 1st October 2009.

CQ merdeka EVENT!!

2009-10-01T04:29:00.000-07:00

Being patriotic enough, I went to CQ for Merdeka event. Buddies in pictures and all those FRENS!! WOOHOOO!! I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOO SOO MUCH!!! :D hahaha

All buddies except for one (Kenny Sia) haha... He is in one of these pictures!! have fun! :D

9.38pm 1st October 2009

GloBall - Monash University Intercampus Ball (Australia) @ 28 August 2009

2009-10-01T04:18:00.000-07:00

Hey,

Globall is Monash University Australia International students ball. Its a ball. Needless to say much.

Main Course (opps! I missed the entree' :( )

Dessert

Me and Hong Lu

Me and Sue Han

Lawrence and Me

Lawrence, Me and Christ

Me and Suzzane

Fauzi and Me

Joyce and Me

Old time engineering buddies :D

Me and James

Benjamin and Me

Me and Audrey

E-Thing and Me

Me and Michelle

Great experience :D HAD A GREAT TIME WITH ALL OF U!! :D

And of course, in the lucky draw, I won an Ipod :D WOOHOO!!! :D

9.30pm 1st October 2009

ASEAN Ball @ 14th May

2009-10-01T03:57:00.000-07:00

Hey,

This is my first time in a ball. I went to my first ball EVER on 14th May 2009. (Alumni is not included)

Ball ticket

Table decorations

Personalized table setting

My NAME

Entree'

Me and Nick buddy

Me and Evon

Me and Steph

Me and Yinny

Me and Jennifer

Me and buddies :D

Kinda sad thing that I just posted this. It made me realised how fast time passed by without noticing. And I would like to thank all of them for the memories during my stay in Melbourne :D

*sorry Jaclyn can't find your photo :P LOL

9.15pm 1st October 2009

Chocolates!!!!

2009-10-01T03:52:00.001-07:00

Hey,

Yup chocolates, there are insane. I bought them today for AUD 1.74 each. Its damn hell of a worth. ( Sorry to those people who will be receiving these during their bdays :P )

Nice powerade huh :D HAHA

I had tons of chocolates stocked up in my room. Man hell a lot of food in my room. Well prepared for exam and ready to go ! :D

8.57pm 1st October 2009

Delay yet again

2009-10-01T03:51:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps,

Sorry for the delay. I had tons of updates coming up. Man time is really an enemy of all men! Rushing against it. Alright Sit back and relax. I will be posting up events at random timing. Hopefully, you can catch up :P

8.53pm 1st October 2009

A new beginning with a terrible ending.

2009-07-20T06:57:00.000-07:00

Yo peeps...

Been a while since I blogged properly Sorry for that..Just recently I recovered from a terrible illness - chicken pox...

In Melbourne, here I am studying in Monash, closing in to exams, stress, too much intake of meat with minimum vegetables and fruits and little water.....Suddenly = chicken pox.

Wonderful tale I am telling I know but its not as pretty as it seems. Seem to get scars all over my body now..Pretty bad I know, but what can I do? Can't help it. Yup I know...Ugly me....Can't do anything about it :( WORST OF ALL!!! I DEFERRED A PAPER!!! got exam on 17 - 21 august..sometime there hehe..WISH ME LUCK!!! ^^

Well, however I managed to recover just in time to travel around Sydney and Gold Coast. It was pretty fun....Short and sweet trip....

Alright see you around, I will head off to bed...Class tmr ^^ Nitez

12.00am 21st July 2009

Grampians + Great Ocean Road

2009-05-05T05:20:00.000-07:00

Easter break, of course, other than Phillips Island, Me and Frenz went on road trip. In search for adventure and fun, I guess..

Started by driving,

-Saw nicely wired wires...OMG...

Side view.

Me @ Grampians!!

Oh No?! haha. No money ma...Sleep on road lo...

Like something is showering "pee" all over my head O.o

Man am I famous or what?! My name writen on the rocks!! Man it ROX! hahah O.o Lame..

Tough climber I am ...

Watch this....much tougher O.o

POWER UP!! ARGH!!!...

Failed O.o...Just hanging around O.o

So much physical training...Look at my physical strength in handling the huge boulder..

Group picture at McKenzies Fall

All so LANSI picture O.o...SNap! Except me staying bored? O.o haha

So high up looking so far down? O.o

Emo-ing?

Man..am I cute or what?! O.o

OMG its Kenny! O.o

Sheltering the weak from the rock...O.o

Look! LOOK!!! FOOD!!! haha..

Look...Twelve Apostles. @ Great Ocean Road.

Group picture O.o

Must have tasted some sour breeze..O>o

I know few words. Nothing much to say because I am BUSY! But, read from the pictures...

As they have said, "A picture = 1000 words" So read...O.o

11.14pm 5 May 2009

Phillips Island (Australia)

2009-05-04T14:22:00.000-07:00

Hey sorry for the long delay. Wasn't able to make some time to upload stuffs. Just a small gap to breathe for a little, I continue blogging. Yay?!

Well, recent easter break, I went on a trip with the Malaysian society in Monash. We went to...Phillips island.....soooo interesting O.o...

Look at the wave...Soooo wild O.o

Look look...more sea..

Look look....A picture of the group of peple I went with.

Look look....The sand castle my group built.

Look look....We can have penguin as main course...Just right up ahead.....And they even provide take aways.

Welcome to Penguin Parade ... Yea right... I seen less than 20 penguins O.o..Such a waste of time

Look look..shoes up in the wire...Cool thing... I see this nearly most places in Melbourne. Must be some cultural thing O.o

Look look...the lodge we stayed O.o..Mine is straight towards the end...the corner bed....

I became buddies with the koala :)

It says, "NO touching koala's butt or you will be charged for molesting", "You must not speak to the koalas", and "You must choosea different tree to climb other than the trees the koalas occupied". O.o

Look! Koala O.o

Look..Its falling down...HAHA...(just a side way taken picture)

Eating nonstop...Like pig...HAHA....shud have called it Pigla...

Awww......O.o

Look...Koala meat...O.o

Total separate picture....From Nando's O.o hahah

ENJOY! Nothing much to say O.o

8.11am 5 May 2009

Next PM? (from new york times)

2009-03-29T22:36:00.001-07:00

By THOMAS FULLER
Published: March 23, 2009

KUALA LUMPUR, Malaysia — A slew of political scandals gripping Malaysia and a transfer of power fraught with uncertainty have shaken the elite here, with exquisitely poor timing.

As a major trading nation, Malaysia has been slammed by the global downturn. Its exports have collapsed by nearly one-third, and current projections show that its economy will shrink by as much as 5 percent this year.

Yet the main preoccupation of the government and opposition parties appears to be what analysts say is an increasingly dysfunctional political system. The man in line to become prime minister has been linked to the murder of a Mongolian woman whose body was obliterated with military-grade explosives.

The leader of the main opposition party awaits trial on sodomy charges, in a highly politicized case. The government is using draconian laws to prosecute other opposition figures, and last week it suspended a member of Parliament for one year after he called the prime-minister-in-waiting a murderer. And a state legislature has been paralyzed for six weeks by a dispute over who should govern.

“At the rate things are going, we’re going to be a failed state within a decade,” said Salehuddin Hashim, secretary general of the People’s Justice Party, the largest opposition party.

For Malaysia, an oil-rich country with a large, well-educated middle class, the pessimism may seem hyperbolic. But analysts say the current political woes strike at the heart of the functioning of government, damaging institutions like the royalty, the judiciary and the police.

“I see a rough ride ahead for the country,” said Zaid Ibrahim, the founder of Malaysia’s largest law firm, who resigned as law minister in September over the government’s practice of detaining its critics without trial. “The institutions of government have become so one-sided it will take years to restore professionalism and integrity.”

Much of the anxiety is focused on the rise of Najib Razak, a veteran politician in line to become prime minister sometime after the governing party’s annual general assembly, which starts Tuesday. No date for his ascension has been set, and some Malaysians speculate that the incumbent, Abdullah Ahmad Badawi, will hold on to power, though he has said he will step down.

Mr. Najib’s supporters say he will reverse the sagging fortunes of the governing party, the United Malays National Organization, and offer decisive leadership, a contrast to the languid style of Mr. Abdullah. But Mr. Najib lacks popular support, and many expect further crackdowns on his opponents if he becomes prime minister. The government already seems to be taking a harder line, shutting two opposition newspapers on Monday while the police used tear gas to break up a rally by opposition leaders in the northern state of Kedah.

In a speech on Wednesday, Mr. Zaid called on the king, Mizan Zainal Abidin, to reject Mr. Najib if the party puts him forward as prime minister, and to appoint someone who would “bring us back from the brink.”

Mr. Najib declined to comment for this article.

The highest-profile scandal to tarnish his reputation is the murder of the Mongolian, Altantuya Shaariibuu, the mistress of Mr. Najib’s foreign policy adviser. Prosecutors say Ms. Shaariibuu was killed in October 2006 by government commandos who also serve as bodyguards to the country’s top leaders.

Mr. Najib has not been charged with any crime, and he denies having known Ms. Shaariibuu or ever having met her.

According to news accounts, Ms. Shaariibuu had been seeking her share of a commission — the opposition calls it a bribe — worth about $155 million, paid by a French company as part of a deal reached by the government to buy submarines. Mr. Najib, who is defense minister as well as deputy prime minister, handled the submarine purchase.

The huge size of the commission — about 10 percent of the total cost of the submarines — is not being investigated, despite an official acknowledgment by the Malaysian government that it was made to a company linked to Mr. Najib’s aide, who was acquitted in connection with Ms. Shaariibuu’s murder.

Lawyers say the handling of the case has been irregular, and they criticize the prosecution for failing to call Mr. Najib to testify at his aide’s trial.

Perhaps more worrying for the country is the standoff in Perak, a state where since early February the police have barred lawmakers who oppose the governing party from entering government buildings.

Mr. Najib spearheaded an effort to install a new chief minister in Perak by claiming that he had enough defectors from the opposition coalition, the Pakatan Rakyat, which last year took control of the State Assembly for the first time since the country won independence from Britain in 1957.

Both sides remain at an impasse, and the sultan of Perak has rejected a plea by the speaker of the Assembly for a new election, which polls indicate would probably restore the opposition coalition to power.

Ibrahim Suffian, director of the Merdeka Center, an independent polling agency, said that as the governing party’s popularity wanes, Malaysia is failing a key test of any democracy: the peaceful transfer of power.

“Malaysian democracy hasn’t fully matured, in the sense that those who lost the elections are unwilling to accept the results,” he said. The United Malays National Organization has governed the country since independence but nearly lost power in elections last March, a watershed that put into question Malaysia’s ethnic-based party system.

Mr. Zaid, the former law minister, traces Malaysia’s current troubles to the privileges given to the country’s dominant ethnic group, the Malays. Governments led by the United Malays National Organization have provided contracts, discounts and special quotas to Malays through a far-reaching program of preferences. “We have sacrificed democracy for the supremacy of one race,” said Mr. Zaid, who himself is Malay. “It’s a political hegemony.”

The other two major ethnic groups, Chinese and Indian, have withdrawn support for the governing party in recent years and now largely back the opposition.

Declining support for the governing party has heightened the personal rivalry between Mr. Najib and Anwar Ibrahim, the opposition leader facing sodomy charges. In a measure of the political nature of the case, Mr. Anwar’s accuser met with Mr. Najib before going to the police.

“Our position vis-à-vis Najib is clear,” Mr. Anwar said in an interview. “He has become so repressive and crude in his methods.”

Mr. Anwar added, “There’s no way we will have any dealing or respect for him.”

**A version of this article appeared in print on March 24, 2009, on page A5 of the New York edition.

During 26 Feb 09, Lunar PARK!! P1

2009-03-28T15:56:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the delay of posts. Kinda busy with stuffs.

Anyways, during my 13th day in Melb, I went to Lunar Park, some sort of a theme park in the city. Around that area, there is a night market every week if I am not mistaken. Near St. Kilda beach indeed. It was fun to gather most students who are living within the halls community between all campuses of Monash. Great to meet back some friends, however I did know take much pictures with them :D

Before party, there was a rock band from Aus to bang a few songs or two for us during dining.

All the way to Lunar Park,

WOw, I was surprised to find trolleys every corner of the street, even this part of the place.

The night market...Trust me its around 8.04pm already. Trust me. Its crazy.. still bright..haha..

YOU CAN SEE PART OF THE PARK FROM HERE :D

10.17am 29 March 2009

Toga Party + Afterparty...LOL

2009-03-01T12:14:00.001-08:00

Hey peeps,

PARTYING was all in mind. Having influenced by such events, I went for it!

TOGA party was the name it is called. First time. First experience. At the halls. A lot of alcohols.

A friend from Beijing. :D

After party at pub from 12am to 2am

Sorry there isn't much words but a picture paints a thousand words. :D

7.29am 2 March 2009

Sofia's (DINNER)

2009-02-27T13:14:00.000-08:00

Hey all,

I went for dinner on some place called "Sofia's". I guarantee you its the best thing ever you gonna have. BIG PORTIONS is No.1 in the list. As for parmesan cheese and chillies, they are infinite...woohoo? hahhaha...And its crazy trying to eat them all is equals to murder. Look at the pasta below...

It is called "Pasta for 2" which actual fact it is for 6!!

PIZZA...Cheesey like mad....Yum yum?

Another pasta portion....

End of our meal, Gelato....ITS CRAZY!!!.....MANY FLAVOURS BIG PORTIONS!!!

Best years of my life.. hahaha

8.32am 28 Saturday 2009

Halls Orientation stuffs...(Part 1)

2009-02-25T21:35:00.000-08:00

Heyo, pictures again...

Victoria market in the evening of a Wednesday. Pretty interesting place in Melbourne City. Like Pasar Malam a bit but there was a lot of people with booze as well as a lot of singing (screaming i meant).

Next in line is my halls activities.. haha...And guess what, the bulldog thingy...it is the mascott for my hall....how creative ,....

We have like more than 4 meals at the BBQ area. Seniors introducing us to many of facilities and people and food and whatever else that is around the halls.

Another shot..

And I managed to catch a sight of a super big ant. Its CRAZY. damn big...kena bite surely GG.com

At St. Kilda beach, group of people. New friends, old friends - all are friends...Happy happy :D

Look at the seagulls, its crazy.. I tried throwing food nearby myself and it came and took it away, they are pretty brave..

A random picture of me and Kelvin.

On my way back to Monash, I discover a pretty interesting shop name.. Interesting enough to get them censored by the bars in the bus...tsk..hahah

5.03pm 26 February 2009

Second day in Aus...First day of activity

2009-02-20T18:43:00.000-08:00

Yay.. I managed to make it to the second day...With my zip missing in the airport. I wonder if I can claim form them..I wonder. Anyways, moving on...

I arrived at the hostel where there is a nice pond around where there are a lot of facilities and A LOT OF WILDLIFE AROUND haha..AMAZING!!.. pretty nice weather tho :D

Moving on to Chadstone, a shopping complex nearby (some people don't think so), I got a super big piece of pizza for 6.90 AUD and get ripped again as I found a better deal..DAMN IT!..haha. It was nice tho..

Then to St Kilda I go with the activities planned out by the halls of residence. I was introduced to MET cards and their discounted rate. I wish not to elaborate on the morning of the day as I got ripped off again as I paid for 4.80AUD instead of just AUD 3.10 for sundays..DAMN....HAHA Pay to learn pay to learn hehe

( I DID NOT PURPOSELY TAKE PICTURE OF THE GIRL. SHE WAS JUST THERE..HAHA)

Well, this is the thingy...showing the time of arrival of the train and stuffs. Interesting tho :D

Upon arrival in the city, I behaved like a some jungle boy, snapping here and there.

This is the federation square in Melbourne City. Interesting place people gather there for activities and its nicer at nights. I have pictures of them but yet to sort them out.

Enjoy the CITY :D

So random bar. Interesting structure so I decided to take a photo :D

Then, we took a tram to the St Kilda beach there the wind there was insanely strong. It was nice view tho :D

Another sight from the pier,

To my left in the pier,

Slightly more to the left at the pier,

Even more left from the pier,

Okay okay enough of sea pictures, here now I have a flock of some white birds. I have no idea what type of birds are they but they are huge compared to crows back in Malaysia haha..They are friendly tho...They arent afraid of humans..

Closer zoom..

From anther pier, another interesting sea weed..I am not sure if its edible...

More of them,..eww...

There were moving (wavy wavy like) interesting :D

The birds here have their own community next to the beach. (NO HUMANS ALLOWED) haha kidding..

Interesting shallow corals...I think..

It was a fulfilling day as I got to know many new friends. Wonderful people...Interesting people...And I managed to get a few snap shots of a few sayings in the train...I wonder what they meant..

Another one..

Another one...

I had an enjoyable time..More activities coming up..But I was lazy to take the pictures...Too much pictures to take haha...and I shall explained more about getting ripped :D

11.41am 21 February 2009

To Aus....

2009-02-20T18:21:00.001-08:00

Hey people Long time..

I am now in Melbourne enjoying my studying life with lots of fun and new experiences. There are a few pictures for me to share with you all :D

Before Leaving ( At Home )

Just putting up pictures for the fun of it...HAHA..so at least I can recall how my home looks like XD

Relaxing....Ahhh...

Main Door before leaving

In Airport with buddies before flying :D

In flight (flying)

The next day when I have a terrible night on flight, it has been a dreadful experience suffering back pain in flight...It was totally uncomfortable...I felt totally terrible on that day..Lack of sleep, lack of comfort, lack of nearly everything..

In flight on the way to the toilet taking pictures of the big big dessert in Australia...

Wings of the plane..Woohoo? HAHA

10.43am 21 February 2009

Disagreement to an agreement?

2009-02-06T04:44:00.000-08:00

Recently, in a poorly managed imagined country some where far far away...

Someone from the union for workers came up with an idea which is actually stupid.

Idea : Contract workers are no longer valid. If there is any contractual workers, the agreement will automatically turned into permanent contract.

Purpose : Prevent retrenchment.

Deficiency : This idea is bullshit. This is bullshit. If you are unhappy with the contract,why did you sign it for?

Debate : Might as well employers do not need to hire people and then shutdown the companies and move away and let the union leader feed them since he is talking so much bullcrap.

Conclusion : The union chairperson is an idiot with minimal achievement and thats why he is in the union .... poorly working....like an idiot....storeboy o.o..

8.51pm 6th February 2009

Grass, Bamboo, Stone tribes...Once upon a time

2009-02-06T02:53:00.000-08:00

In this futuristic mind of mine, to my surprise, I can see something that happen once upon a time. I shall tell you a tale which can inspire you to think further into making your judgement for what the world has become for those affected.

Long long ago, far far away, there was a country full of minerals a.k.a. Natural resources. There were 3 Lords sharing the Land where for every 2 years there will be a King be elected from each family of the Lords. There are 3 tribes in the community namely Grass, Bamboo and Stone. However, the 3 Lords were chosen based on majority of Grass tribe. To no opposition on that decision, it was made. Generations they are progressing and advancing forward into the future making the country into such a success which attracted other countries investors. Having done so well, due to greed, the ministers started to pave their own path for their own benefits.

After generations of 100 years, having such blessings, the Bamboo and Stone tribes strives for success and benefited from their own blood and sweat. As the sweet turns to bitter, the Grass tribe started to get "red eye" for seeing how well the other two tribes were doing. So, they called an audience with the King at that time. They discussed about their future in the country hoping that the will too benefiting from the advantage they have - having 3 Lords from their own tribe. The King took consideration as the Grass tribe members were pleading. Knowing that they are inefficient in their progress in making things happen and to be successful, slowly, the King adopted a law to ripped the taxes for the benefit of the entire country.

From generations, due to further misinterpretation, the King slowly sided their own tribe members as they pledge for more benefits. To the other tribes, they see this unfairness which they have no power against as they are powerless against the Lords and King. To no avail, they continue their hardwork and endure through this period.

Generations moved on real fast and the country still doing well as the Grass people laying back and relax and enjoying the over-benefits while the other two tribes have to suffer the torture to earn. Slowly the ministers elected based on votes started to reshape as the Grass tribe started to dominate fearlessly. Changing the rules by reducing the power of the King. This opportunity increases the power of the miniters.

Years after that, the country still continues to prosper without fail. Changing hands, based on democracy, the ministry took a sharp turning point where Bamboo and Stone tribes started taking action to change the unfairness in the country. However, the Grass tribe members still dominates the country rule. Leading to this, the Grass tribe can no longer make decision based on their own, they are required to gain support by some members of the Bamboo and Stone tribes.

Inability to shake the roots of those ministers, the Grass tribe decided to use "Money" as a weapon to change the mindsets of teh Bamboo and Stone tribe members. Being swayed by such valuable item. Changes started to happen which favours the Grass tribe members. Being swayed by such minister, the Bamboo and Stone tribes member started making noise and disallowing the shift of members in terms of support as it is not appropriate. In that turmoil brewing in that country, the Grass tribe took action by using the Defence team to remove the citizens from making a single noise and make them obey and abide by the rules set by them. To no choice, the citizens followed like dogs.

Years after years, prosperity being shifted out from that country letting the "Money" replacing the "Demo". Following that occasion, the poor people from the Bamboo and Stone tribe suffered tremendously as they are unable to move away from the country nor do anything to help their state. The only capable thing they can do is to endure through the pain and suffering.

In the coming years, as Moneycracy leads the country to total chaos, the people began to experience terrible drop in living stadards especially the Grass tribe people. The began to run out of minerals. The ministers who took harvest from their time in the politics of the country began to migrate away leaving the citizens to suffer. The 3 Lords are inable to do anything but to watch as their ancestors' country being tear down by their own people bit by bit. Regreting so, there is nothing can be done.

So, what can we learn from this once upon a time story? Well,

01) Money is not everything but it is indeed THE ONLY THING.
02) Moneycracy is more dominated and prefered compared to Democracy.
03) Inability to recognize talent is the failure of the watcher.
04) To discriminate is to disable one's function.
05) To be discriminated is to able more function for one.
06) Natural resources which are not spent smartly is a waste.
07) Failure to make decision and dominated by someone below you is your own failure.
08) Laziness is nothing but destruction.
09) Getting more benefits just make humans lazier.
10) If one feel suppressed and able, go look for better opportunities else where.

7.24pm 6th February 2009

A4...B4....C4...Boom?

2009-02-05T06:13:00.001-08:00

Paving a path towards leadership by example,
Sunken ship into the tunnels,
Leaving nothing but the beginning of dictatorship,
Moving pawns into actions,
Forging forward ego and greed,
Getting nothing better than it,
Just another passing day for a normal peasant,
Flame of suffering surface in such a shame,
Face nothing but hardship,
How far can one go with such evil,
Another path taken is not chosen,
Just a waking swallow of the early days,
Diminishing efforts one by one,
Removing hatred by instilling fear,
Things will disappear in an unsupportive manner,
Another blowing wind lost in windom,
A thinker never stops,
Just happily moving spots,
Enforcing offensive way of leading,
Strike in fear with no abilities,
Lost in symphony I had been,
Sad as it is,
It will always be the same,
For greed is the only thing,
That brings everything,
And leaves nothing.

10.20pm 5th February 2009

What?!! 0.02% VS 2%..

2009-01-16T17:10:00.000-08:00

DIFFERENCE BETWEEN JEWS AND MUSLIMS

The Global Islamic population is approximately 1,200,000,000

ONE BILLION TWO HUNDRED MILLION - or 20% of the world's population.

They have received the following Nobel Prizes:

Literature:
1988 - Najib Mahfooz

Peace:
1978 - Mohamed Anwar El-Sadat
1994 - Yasser Arafat:
1990 - Elias James Corey
1999 - Ahmed Zewai

Economics: (zero)

Physics : (zero)

Medicine: 1960 -
Peter Brian Medawar
1998 - Ferid Mourad

TOTAL : 7 SEVEN ________________________________________________________________________
The Global Jewish population is approximately 14,000,000
FOURTEEN MILLION or about 0.02% of the world's population.

They have received the following Nobel Prizes:

Literature:
1910 - Paul Heyse
1927 - Henri Bergs
1958 - Boris Pasternak
1966 - Shmuel Yosef Agnon
1966 - Nelly Sachs
1976 - Saul Bellow
1978 - Isaac Bashevis Singer
1981 - Elias Canetti
1987 - Joseph Brodsky
1991 - Nadine Gordimer World Peace:
1911 - Alfred Fried
1911 - Tobias Michael Carel Asser
1968 - Rene Cassin
1973 - Henry Kissinger
1978 - Menachem Begin
1986 - Elie Wiesel
1994 - Shimon Peres
1994 - Yitzhak Rabin

Physics:
1905 - Adolph Von Baeyer
1906 - Henri Moissan
1907 - Albert Abraham Michelson
1908 - Gabriel Lippmann
1910 - Otto Wallach
1915 - Richard Willstaetter
1918 - Fritz Haber
1921 - Albert Einstein
1922 - Niels Bohr
1925 - James Franck
1925 - Gustav Hertz
1943 - Gustav Stern
1943 - George Charles de Hevesy
1944 - Isidor Issac Rabi
1952 - Felix Bloch
1954 - Max Born
1958 - Igor Tamm
1959 - Emilio Segre
1960 - Donald A. Glaser
1961 - Robert Hofstadter
1961 - Melvin Calvin
1962 - Lev Davidovich Landau
1962 - Max Ferdinand Perutz
1965 - Richard Phillips Feynman
1965 - Julian Schwinger
1969 - Murray Gell-Mann
1971 - Dennis Gabor
1972 - William Howard Stein
1973 - Brian David Josephson
1975 - Benjamin Mottleson
1976 - Burton Richter
1977 - Ilya Prigogine
1978 - Arno Allan Penzias
1978 - Peter L Kapitza
1979 - Stephen Weinberg
1979 - Sheldon Glashow
1979 - Herbert Charle s Brown
1980 - Paul Berg
1980 - Walter Gilbert
1981 - Roald Hoffmann
1982 - Aaron Klug
1985 - Albert A. Hauptman
1985 - Jerome Karle
1986 - Dudley R. Herschbach
1988 - Robert Huber
1988 - Leon Lederman
1988 - Melvin Schwartz
1988 - Jack Steinberger
1989 - Sidney Altman
1990 - Jerome Friedman
1992 - Rudolph Marcus
1995 - Martin Perl
2000 - Alan J. Heeger

Economics:
1970 - Paul Anthony Samuelson
1971 - Simon Kuznets
1972 - Kenneth Joseph Arrow
1975 - Leonid Kantorovich
1976 - Milton Friedman
1978 - Herbert A. Simon
1980 - Lawrence Robert Klein
1985 - Franco Modigliani
1987 - Robert M. Solow
1990 - Harry Markowitz
1990 - Merton Miller
1992 - Gary Becker
1993 - Robert Fogel

Medicine:
1908 - Elie Metchnikoff
1908 - Paul Erlich
1914 - Robert Barany
1922 - Otto Meyerhof
1930 - Karl Landsteiner
1931 - Otto Warburg
1936 - Otto Loewi
1944 - Joseph Erlanger
1944 - Herbert Spencer Gasser
1945 - Ernst Boris Chain
1946 - Hermann Joseph Muller
1950 - Tadeus Reichstein
1952 - Selman Abra ham Waksman
1953 - Hans Krebs
1953 - Fritz Albert Lipmann
1958 - Joshua Lederberg
1959 - Arthur Kornberg
1964 - Konrad Bloch
1965 - Francois Jacob
1965 - Andre Lwoff
1967 - George Wald
1968 - Marshall W. Nirenberg
1969 - Salvador Luria
1970 - Julius Axelrod
1970 - Sir Bernard Katz
1972 - Gerald Maurice Edelm an
1975 - Howard Martin Temin
1976 - Baruch S. Blumberg
1977 - Roselyn Sussman Yalow
1978 - Daniel Nathans
1980 - Baruj Benacerraf
1984 - Cesar Milstein
1985 - Michael Stuart Brown
1985 - Joseph L.. Goldstein
1986 - Stanley Cohen [& Rita Levi-Montalcini]
1988 - Gertrude Elion
1989 - Harold Varmus
1991 - Erwin Neher
1991 - Bert Sakmann
1993 - Richard J. Roberts
1993 - Phillip Sharp
1994 - Alfred Gilman
1995 - Edward B. Lewis

TOTAL: 129 ONE HUNDRED TWENTY NINE !

The Jews are not promoting brain washing the children in military training camps, teaching them how to blow themselves up and cause maximum deaths of Jews and other non Muslims!

The Jews don't hijack planes, nor kill athletes at the Olympics or blow themselves up in German restaurants. There is not a single Jew that has destroyed a church. There is not a single Jew that protests by killing people. The Jews don't traffic slaves, nor have leaders calling for Jihad and death to all the Infidels.

Perhaps the world's Muslims should consider investing more in standard education and less in blaming the Jews for all their problems. Muslims must ask 'what can they do for humankind' before they demand that humankind respects them!!

Regardless of your feelings about the crisis between Israel and the Palestinians and Arab neighbors, even if you believe there is more culpability on Israel's part, the following two sentences really say it all:

'If the Arabs put down their weapons today, there would be no moreviolence. If the Jews put down their weapons today, there would be nomore Israel.' (Benjamin Netanyahu)

EXTRACTED FROM AN EMAIL - This seems pretty much interesting.

I am siding neither sides, I just want to share facts which I find interesting and enjoy my life.

9.21pm 17 January 2009

WAR....

2009-01-13T05:09:00.000-08:00

It is actually a BLASTING new year having blast at ****. I would like to step one side for now not because I am a supporter of war for the fun of it but I am giving it to you for reasons which I hope its sensible and logical enough for your kind understanding.

War is of course a destructive method being applied by certain group of people for them to gain power over the other. Letting us think back to day 1 of the war between both parties. Who is at fault? Who spark up the fight?

Closing in to Christmas, a rocket was launched by one of the country. But did anyone say anything about it? How can the world be so one sided? Fair or not its up to individual judgement. But right or wrong for the culprit at hand can be seen clearly.

Of course, when you are bullied you will tend to show your fangs ( if you have one ). So that is called retaliation which I personally do not see any wrong in this. So, what is all the hustle about. We are getting free service of terrorist eradication. Shouldn't all of us support "War On Terrorism" rather than complaining all sorts of bull shit. In my context, it is very clear that terrorist are those that threatens to destroy something or try to destroy something or perhaps destroyed something in the FIRST place. Warning citizens of the world that they will send rocket to each country isn't such a supporting statement by rocket sender.

In this case, in the economy turndown, we shall support war as more destruction will lead to better economy cycle leading to higher demand on goods which is a good thing to reactivate the economy of the world. Destructions will need replacements. Having such wonderful war going on, we should sit back enjoy with our wine watching the "fireworks". Suffering is part of life. Might as well they just deal with the toughness of life.

Apart from that, killing 1000 people isn't enough. Killing all is the real number to be targetted. That is just an opinion. Hiding in prayer's halls, schools, hospitals and within civillians are just part of their plan to enable the world to be simply misguided by the poor news reporters who failed to interprete the real meaning or reason for attacking those civillian places. As for me, I do agree. Wiping up the women and children will be the best choice as well. Simply because they are the weaker ones doesn't mean there is no chance that they are part of the terrorist activity. Growing up following the foot step of the "leaders" will just create more chaos. Exterminating the entire race of people might be the right choice. But that is just my opinion.

It is unfair to put the blame on the stronger party as failure to understand the power of the big, and try to provoke them is one wrong step to do. Failure to do so = death without mercy.

As for me, force will be reacted with force. Just in the opposite direction. There is a sure point by the Nobel Prize Winner I believe.

Conclusion, I am not supporter of war and I am not siding any side. It is best for peace but if peace cannot be found in their vocabulary, the best choice to do once and for all - the demolition.

9.34pm 13 January 2009

2009-01-01T04:17:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2009

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8.18pm 1 January 2009

Justice to injustice?

2008-12-23T05:47:00.000-08:00

I am speechless learning from hardship from those foreign workers over at my parents working place. I felt pity and at the same time felt a bit of anger. Seeing them suffering by eating such simple meal each day without feeling the boredom of having the similar menu each day. Having varieties of food each day I consider myself very fortunate.

Not only recent but perhaps it had became a norm in our community. This terribly tears me down to the bottom of the very core of my heart learning that police are actually legal armed gangster who works for the government. Anywhere in the world, I guess people do agree. Legal armed gangster, highway robbers and the list goes on and on.

In real life, highway where most business people are rushing to work just to pay tax to help to enable the government to move in the economical area each day without a choice. Having sacrifice such ordeal, the "highway robbers" will tend to put up speed trap and all sorts of bull shit trying to impose fine on those hard workers. This is nonsense. Terribly wrong. Those people are working so hard trying to pay some tax so they can pay some petty cash for the robbers and on top of that they tend to rob yet again. Justice is far from beginning ever since the appearance of the previous prophet.

Devilish as they are, they can change their occupation to be a legal armed gangster in some countries. In night time, they tend to hang around the industrial area where there are hostel for those foreign workers. Inable to fight in a foreign country, the foreigners are unable to tussle against the "allmighty LEGAL criminals". Let me enlighten you with real life experience. From seeing the situation the foreign workers are I am already so badly hurt, and yet the legal armed gangsters trying to blackmail and indirectly ROB them for SOME OF THEIR SAVINGS - RM10. Yea that will make a legal armed gangster sooo RICH. Being able to live in such "heavenly space" due to the "richness", they feel contented with such shameful act. Shameful indeed for me to even not notice them around. Feeling insecure in such places such that the law enforcers are doing unlawfully acts.

Those brainless morons have tiny bits left of their saint side so I can't quite blame them. Believe it or not, the previous time, their bicycles were stolen by a policeman's son. To make things worst, its the head of the police squad in that area. How can I make a report? Will he be a father or a law enforcer at that point of time? Terribly dissapointed with their low-life and disgusting actions. Shameful as I am, I have to walk around with a black plastic bag knowing of the feeling of afraid that such shame can humiliate my image in other countries internationally.

10.02pm 23 December 2008

Ex President -OR- Mr. President?

2008-12-05T08:06:00.000-08:00

What?! President?! It is either some Malaysians are living back in the past or they are intelectually challenged.

Recently, perhaps I can say yesterday (5/12/2008), when I was watching the Bill Clinton's speech in KLCC through Astro Awani Channel, it was reported that he is "still" president.

Leaving the stage after his meaningful and powerful speech which somehow make lots of sense (hopefully some other people understand his speech well enough). Immediately, without hesitation, the emcee announced, "Thank you Mr. President for your speech". As part of the society, I felt kinda embarass once again having fellow compatriots who has low general knowledge or perhaps someone teleported her from the past or something...

That's not it. After that, the newscaster, once again degrade my standard of general knowledge by informing me by reinstating that Bill Clinton is the President. I wonder how is he the president in any ways. Is it me who is living ahead of time or are those people intelectually challenged in some ways, kindly advice my "not-so-wise" mind.

12.07am 6 December 2008

Fight, war, whatever, it is just pure "stupidism"

2008-12-04T05:29:00.000-08:00

It is very interesting and very educational for students and younger adults to view the debate back in the Parlimen of my country. Identifying professionals and "retarded" people are easy to identify. By just using normal words with normal tone, points will be conveyed clearly. Unfortunately, there are some wild beast up there selected by blinded people who shouts out their opinion hoping that they are in the right position. Unfortunately again, by shouting louder does not allow better grade of understanding. It will just make it harder for me to listen to whatever bullshit or points which he might want to convey. As part of the society of my country, irrespestive of whichever political group, I for once felt the terrible shame which had been cursed upon me. Doesn't matter to me who and what you are. A human is a human. For example, a handphone same model but they are different in terms of colour but in terms of function, they are still similar (maybe there are exceptions). Similar to us, judging by race is really really not a fair thing to do. It is not the citizens that are at fault by right. Everyone live in harmony. It takes only one or two skunks to make matter worst. I am speaking of those who are so called by themselves, "leaders". Leaders are supposed to lead and organise his team of people. Failure to do so, the "leader" is not a capable leader. In the business world, you think you are the leader in some field but other people think otherwise. So, what do you think? It means that what you think doesn't matter, it is the crowd that judge you whether you are right or wrong. Failure to lead is same as failure to think logically and rationally. Failure to do so is due to the education background. Poor educational background posses poor ability to lead. Doesn't matter the educational is formal or informal, as long as learning is in progress. Failure to do so will lead to ancient caveman attitude. Blindly, taking a leader to lead democratically means the citizens are equally blind. So, the blind will lead the blind. All ends up in the "grave". So, failure to vote for the right person is the failure of oneself being tortured today. So, who is at fault? No one but the citizens.

9.29pm 4 December 2008

"Talk the talk", but can I "Walk the walk"?

2008-12-03T07:38:00.000-08:00

I never thought learning practical stuffs can make you feel so tired and exhausted (even you are earning money). Man, it is crazy. Draining my brain juice. Half way through the day, I feel like colapsing on my bed. Trust me working is not as easy as I think it should be. I wonder how am I going to cope in the near future with my big fantastic dreams. I hope my motivation and spirit will once again run wild in my blood. Once again...Hopefully.... My determination and drive for excellence had just died off not too long ago. I wonder where had it been. Perhaps, I have been lamenting on non-important matters. I attend to the less priority things in life which can be postphoned to some other time for evaluation. Sadly, I continue to drag my feet on the drain of laziness. Falling in with no way out. Terribly dissappointed with myself. I feel I need to be better in many ways. It is the ME against the ME. Another bothersome matter which had me thinking a while now. To go with the drive or to stay back and relax. I am not too sure myself. I have poor drive. How can I achieve so much with such attitude and so little time left. Perhaps, I need to stop thinking on theories and act practically. I Need A Desperate Change!!

11.45pm 3 December 2008

Moving abouts

2008-11-28T08:49:00.000-08:00

Mountains over mountains are my thoughts of things at this point of this. Having alternate solutions for each problem. Viewing things in large perspective is a good thing for overall. It will enable the large overview of the situation.

Moving in circles is what I did as a beginner. As a more experienced person, I shall apply what I have learnt wisely.

1.06 29 November 2008

TERRORISM IS TERRORISING THE WORLD, THIS MUST STOP!!

2008-11-28T08:10:00.000-08:00

This is sad. The world is changing so drastically. Terrorists are everywhere. If not controlled, this will be worst. By naming terrorism, people will zoom in into the Muslims brotherhood which is the wrong point to do. This is not correct. Only it takes a few exremist to spoil the good name. Removing this terrorist society in the world is the only choice most people have. Not pointing fingers, I stand here as a fair person with reasonable thinking saying that it is unjustifiable killing innocent people without a second thought. Although requesting for something, it is totally unreasonable to kill in order to instill fear. Instead, hatred will fill up the spot. It is horrible seeing blood shed all over. What is becoming to this world of people. Instead of terrorism, why not go ahead and think of someting positive to increase our quality of life. Perhaps, planting more plants. Reason why war and fighting happen around us is due to a few human factors which is unavoidable.

Firstly, human greed is the destruction of the human kind. With greed, hatred and jealousy can be generated. For example, a greedy person managed to get on his way to success making it big in business world. The poors will envy and jealous. Jealousy will turn to hatred in a short turn of table. This will instigate those lower income people to have hatred towards the greedy people. Then, from here, thieving, robbery and even murder in order to get money and valuables are part of the consequences faced.

Secondly, human fear is the second most contagious disease. By fearing, naturally human will build up their defensive side. This will lead to defensive fighting. Okay..Here comes the part where the human mind trick us into thinking, " I should make a move for my own security before the other party does anything". To make things worst, the other party will think of the same thing. Together they will build defensive side as well as offensive side on each sides. This will lead to terrible bloodsheds.

Thirdly, irresponsibility is also part of the criteria causing chaos around. It is derived from greed. By being irresponsible, it will lead into dishonesty. Then again, from all this negative elements certain twisted parties will make a move in doing stuffs as their own community pleased and try to implement it onto the others who are not their kind of people. This enforcement will aggitate the people who have not show their fangs. Causing such disturbance, a clash of thought will surface and this will then again lead to another war.

Seeing poor and innocent people die in front of my very eyes in my generation, I felt terribly hurt. I am not a person who select people by their race or religion. I am a very fair person who I believe I want to bring peace to this world without hurting anyone. Seems far from impossible from your eyes. But from mine, it is just the beginning of the peace agenda for the world.

MY DEEPEST CONDOLENCES FOR THOSE WHO ARE INVOLVED IN THE MUMBAI TERRORIST ASSAULT. I SHALL SHARE MY INFINITE HAPPINESS WITH THOSE WHO ARE SADDENED AND SHALL LEAVE ALL SADNESS TO ME AS I CAN HELP TO DISPOSE THOSE UNWANTED FEELINGS. BLESS ALL OF YOU.

12.33pm 29 November 2008

A goal which is never reaching

2008-11-26T06:15:00.000-08:00

Just another sight from far away, just like how it should be. Another torture but another enlightenment. Removing the falseness will bring back tranquility. Breezey noon, just another gaze at the moon, make it felt like just another mansoon, swirling the stir of life changing the cycle by a little. Moving the pace from time to time. Just a wish of best of luck and be hopeful which is not useful, another concern which doesn't make the feeling feel cheerful, it is so painful.

10.21pm 26 November 2008

Running with tap water

2008-11-26T06:02:00.000-08:00

Just an impatient attempt to move a foot forward leaving me in confusion
once again. Letting go of simplicity in this life relieves the burden
that I may had carried or found by myself. Perhaps I just lost sight of
my goal since my main aim had been clouded by a thousand thoughts
sighing all the time. I did not learn my lesson well enough since I have
been foolishly repeating the similar events over and over again causing
internal harm to myself. Suppose I am already back in my small empty
shed within me, what should I do to proceed in success. In my mind,
still screaming real loud hoping in reaching its destination which was
not even there in the first place. Misfiring my true sight of my
objective is the main failure in my life so far. I blame myself for
being weak to temptations. I been this way all this life. Enjoying was
just not a real part of it. I might be enjoying but it has not reached
the maximum limit since there is no one little thing which excites me up
to 100% just yet. Hoping to look for it, i dwell upon the empty hut for
a very long duration. Another sigh came along, just another stranger
which I look up upon again, hoping for not to repeat but failure to do
so again, I fall into the dark hole of absorption. Being led into the
failure route, I wanted to be stronger to take another turn to become
someone much different. Instead of taking weaknesses as a weakness,
should I try harder to think positively until the weaknesses is well
hidden deep within me. Hopefully, to be discovered it would not be that
simple. It is just for you. Just for you to know sometimes but not all
the time. Letting go of this shattered dream, I am now at lost once
again.

10.02pm 26 November 2008

So...Blur

2008-11-23T07:07:00.000-08:00

Nothing much to blog about these days except the recent food trip which I had. Kinda tired trying to minimize input and maximize output from my body system. This is hectic. I really hope I can endure through all this. All this for a reason. Reason which is obvious. Obvious which is unseen. Unseen because its not clear. Not clear as I refuse to do so. So, it shall just be like that.

11.09pm 23 November 2008

Let's calculate...

2008-11-18T03:13:00.000-08:00

Alright, here we are calculating the petroluem pricing that is supposed to be. Perhaps, we are cheated in some ways or they are soooo bad in maths even with a simple calculator, they can't get the maths right.

Recent price of petroleum per barrel = USD 55.00 [averaged from max and min from website]
Recent conversion : USD1.00 = RM3.60

Here, its simple for those who had calculated wrongly, let me guide you carefully incase you get lost again..

Calculating for petroleum price per barrel (RM) = 55 X 3.6 = RM 198.00 [the 'x' is multiply]

For Each Barrel there are 159 Litres

To calculate for the price per litre = 198/159 = RM 1.2453/L [the'/' is divide]

Assume production cost and other incured cost per litre = RM 0.32/L

Total cost = RM 1.25 + RM 0.32 = RM 1.57/L

Let's say the petrol station wants to earn Rm 0.03/L,

Total price = RM 1.57 + RM 0.03 = RM1.60/L

And guess what, we are paying RM 2.00/L

How stupid can we be to be fooled by simple mathematics?

Oh hold on, subsidies....I wonder..... I guess subsidies is around -RM0.40/L [there is a negative]

I wonder where that go to....

The right way should be around RM 1.60 - - - - - - [minus minus minus...etc]

But it isn't that way...I wonder why. Such poor maths calculation. Perhaps they should engage pre-schoolers to do the MATHS.

RM 0.40........I can buy 2 kuih back in some old towns.... Man....

So, tell me...does my calculation make sense?

Reference :
1) Conversion - http://www.xe.com/ucc/convert.cgi [Date accessed 18 Nov 2008]
2) Price per Barrel of oil - http://www.swivel.com/data_columns/show/1946 [Date accessed 18 Nov 2008]

7.51pm 18 November 2008

Work Work

2008-11-17T04:22:00.000-08:00

Finally, industrial training..Long awaited...the torture has finally came. I knew I have to do it one way or the other, having weird new experiences are good for knowledge enhancement however I guess it is not a good thing if you are putting your life on the line. XD. Anyways, I am pretty tired. So, sorry guys won't be able to hang out much...Only weekends. See you around. Btw jus wanna say...I AM BACK!!! =D

8.24pm 17 November 2008

I am finally awake from my fantasy world

2008-11-15T07:09:00.001-08:00

For those of you who still wants to enjoy your holiday, I shall kindly advice you not to read this post.

My holidays came crumbling down the stairs hearing an unbarable strike of thundering loudness from my msn alert system. Reading it, it says,

"Hey fluids marks out d. You wan you can ask kenny for it. I heard..."
"Chemical average 58%, Mechanical average 56% and 20% failure"

Down with all my emotions. I went totally low, sinking to the bottom of the ground of my heart hitting them so hard, couldn't help burying myself under them.

The next day, another strike came along, seeing the message written as,

"I heard there are only 7HDs, 2Ds, 20+Cs and the rest passes and fails"

I WENT OMG..CAN THIS BE POSSIBLE...scaring the hell out of myself. What can I do I say, what's done is done. I can't revert my doings. I can only regret if I want to. But I rather channel my energy to do my very best for things that comes into my way at this point of time and move on with whatever it is.. It is reality I am facing no longer my fantasy world.

I have something to say,

"Dear world, I am finally awake from my long long slumber. I shall conquer this fear with my might and power and leave no chance of failure from this point onwards"

11.16pm 15 November 2008

Facing the truth

2008-11-05T01:17:00.000-08:00

Facing facts of life is similar to facing the most challenging path in life. I guess that helps us to develop further into something dissimilar to any of our encounters. Some facts are meant to be hidden although it is known. It is tough avoiding at times. Perhaps its good to just let them all out. However, the consequences that remains in the head is something that is miserable which refuses the mouth to spill out what you have in mind. Hardly a challenge in life if there is no risk taking. However, things may seem to be in different targeted angles, varies in variety, mixing complicatedly blending into the precious carvings which you have in mind and soul. Seems like the road of satisfaction sure has a line of obstacles that need to be faced. Oh man....dear dear...

5.36pm 5 November 2008

Cross paths

2008-11-01T17:58:00.000-07:00

A challenging path indeed will be a choice of mine. But managing the conditions that I am on the way in making out perfectly from the path is a bit of trouble at this point of time. I am such a weak person after all...

9.04am 2 November 2008

4 seasons of emotion

2008-10-31T09:17:00.001-07:00

A wake of spring,
Moment of wondering,
Can't stop worrying,
Will soon be covering.

Just like passing summer,
Another path to slumber,
Unlike running number,
Just another feather.

In the eve of autumn,
Lies a tear drop within,
Always there in isolation,
Broken like no return.

Far from winter,
Turning on the heater,
Strong without quiver,
Just an emotion breaker.

12.32am 1 November 2008

Haha?

2008-10-27T17:19:00.000-07:00

8.26am 28 October 2008

Wrongly wired?

2008-10-25T18:31:00.000-07:00

This system is highly wired. Unsure of which leads to which, you tell me. Is short circuit possible in such a case? If they aren't insulated and they are viewed from 1-D orientation.

9.37am 26 October 2008

My life is such a fairy tale

2008-10-25T18:20:00.000-07:00

Some wise guy came up to me telling me this in my dream last night. Perhaps I was knocked unconscious and was told so much which I am already knowing and not practicing. I am still living a lie.

Thinking is done by your brain and not by your emotions.

Thinking alone won't help you unless you put some emotions into it or else people might mark you as cold blooded.

Feeling secure is a feeling of being great but insecure makes you like falling apart so, do not hope for too much in life, just wish simple and live simple and everything will be smooth going.

A trouble comes along the path which lies ahead of you and you are seeking an escape? No, go ahead and move along and FACE it. Perhaps there are a few valuable lessons needed to be learnt from there.

Who knows what you can do when your emotions are overpowering you which make everything you do is made possible.

I wonder if there is a sudden surge in high bi-electric voltage when your emotions are running high.

Turning emotional is not about being an outcast in society but turning into more understanding of yourself.

"In short, what you are doing is what you are. There is no such thing as an inner self of you. Even there is, your current self is doing a good job keeping him there. So, be happy about things are now and move along a path which was created by you. Don't think of it as fate but as what you want and what it is supposed to be in your mind. Fate is just another reason to escape from reality. You should be wise enough to be a realist and remove all those negative thoughts from your mind. You are just hiding them. It is a matter of time before you can let them all out."

9.22am 26 October 2008

The path

2008-10-25T17:48:00.000-07:00

The path I follow. You were not part of it. Blue drops are tried to be avoided. But together it will be the blue circle in life. As dark as it may seem, it will never be as red as when you are alone. To be known just yet. A dark path of being happy.

8.56am 26 October 2008

Anything can be done.

2008-10-25T01:10:00.000-07:00

Facing papers after papers is not a problem but facing them with the need of tremendous amount of energy need to be spent on them which is the tricky part. Just to tell myself a few things,

1) I wont be going down!!

2) I can DO IT!!

3) Impossible - I "M" POSSIBLE!!

4) Its not that I can do IT but I AM DOING IT and ACING IT..

5) Just hang on...its a bit more till the end of the tunnel.

Colours of life

2008-10-24T08:41:00.000-07:00

It is random and I have no idea why is this picture here but it is just here...Perhaps its by fate.

12.04am 25 October 2008

A mysterious conversation

2008-10-24T08:12:00.000-07:00

Mind - Hey, I can feel the same torture as you.

Heart - Well, I guess we share the same pain since we are together as always ever since the creation.

Mind - Perhaps, you should learn how to express yourself and let go.

Heart - I was hoping that would be the key to all answers. Unfortunately, the only way to translate this into words is
through feelings as it is hard to express using myself alone.

Mind - Perhaps there is someone who can really help you out in this.

*Mind brought his friend, Mouth*

Mouth - You called me?

Mind - Yea yea... So would you like to help me out with the problem which our entire system is facing?

Mouth - Sure no problem.

Mind - I guess this friend of mine would be able to help you out with expressing in words.

*Mouth intepreted in term of words*

Mouth - This is difficult. Perhaps, I can't really help out.

Heart - Why not?

Mouth - You want to me to put it in words but something kept me resisting to say it out.

Mind - Who?!

Mouth - You!

Mind - What?! Me?

Mouth - Yea. You might not realised, but I can feel it. Both of you are conflicting each other.

Mind & Heart - What should we do now?

Mouth - You two choose. Both should come up with a conclusion and act upon it.

Mind & Heart - I guess that is the only route out.

*Seconds....Minutes....Hours...Days....Weeks....Months....Years......Silent it remained*

THE END

11.17pm 24 October 2008

Is action still louder than words?

2008-10-22T20:32:00.000-07:00

It is something that is bothering me always....and I mean it always. Being able to do certain things to a certain limit is a bit frustrating as you felt tied up to a high density metal ball. It is not fun if you can't spend your energy to fill up someone's life with joy - either you and anyone around you.

If it is something in mind, have you need to say it out of needless to? Confused? Puzzled? Mixed feelings? Can't decide? Well, I guess things are just like that if things are not said. I am not sure if the statement " action speaks louder than words " works anymore in this kind of situation. Things are being done, but seems that it is not loud enough until being told. Perhaps human had already lost their sense of interpreting actions into words since most of the stuffs these days are swallowed down just by reading and studying. No longer analytical. Sadly. Can't be helped.

I do not know but expressing oneself is an important thing in life I believe. Failure to express will lead to the growth of frustration. That is the number one reason why our parents want us to pick up a language well enough for us to express ourself. Perhaps having more languages do help. Complicated crap. Deciding on something. Its just like a life and death thing everytime when you are given a chance to decide. This is really something important. Making decision. Important .... I guess...

11.57am 23 October 2008

I have no idea.

2008-10-18T20:08:00.001-07:00

I have no idea what the hell is this but I am totally screwed...

11.24am 19 October 2008

Maths O.o

2008-10-18T18:51:00.000-07:00

If any of you guys or gals out there wondering what the hell is MATHS B, well let me enlighten you with this illustration of mine as shown below :

WELL, TAAAADDAAAAAA!!!!!

9.57am 19 October 2008

So.........

2008-10-18T17:38:00.000-07:00

I am having so much troubles these days. Why?

MATHS B

I feel so stress everytime just trying to imagine numbers. I am getting afraid of numbers. Damn.

So, What is it that you see? I have no idea why I do all these crap but I just simply do it. Its and art, a design, a stress relieving method perhaps. I am soooo dying soon....Terrible life....

8.52am 19 October 2008

HOPE bottles

2008-10-18T09:09:00.000-07:00

Here are four bottles of HOPE. It is represented with 4 different bottles.

The HOPE can be represented as :

Hurdles
Obstacles
Problems
Entanglements

Wondering why are those initials stated so negatively. Allow me to explain.

Firstly,

Obtain 4 seperate bottles. Colour them to your desired colour. Make sure there are with caps.

Secondly,

Release your problems which troubles you or whichever thing which causes the worry and sadness or any other feelings which causes indefinate suffering to yourself by putting wishing stone into the capped bottle.

*Wishing stone - Selected pebble meant for you to keep your worries using your imagination*

Thirdly,

Throw it somewhere far away ensuring that it does not get back to you again

Fourthly,

Motivation should come as part of the bonus. For each negative point which is "thrown" away from your emotions and mind, you should find another reason to be happy about. Find it. I am sure you can find it. Just do things that makes you happy. Perhaps focus on some kind of sports and excel in it or maybe focus on your studies like a nerd. Depending on individuals.

Continue doing this by having seperate sets of bottles. Different batches. Perhaps my explaination is not good enough for your understanding. I can't provide a thorough and definate explaination to this but I can provide some hints on how this works. Hopefully, it will work this time.

^I saw this crap back in my dream world, I managed to find them nicely bottled up next to the sandy area covered with nice sand with tremendous amount of water on that day.I am confused still.^

1.34am 19 October 2008

Much more about me (revealed)

2008-10-17T22:15:00.000-07:00

I just suddenly felt that I am too childish and I still hate myself.
Perhaps I am yet to discover myself in whichever way which can make me
feel contented. Perhaps I am just as useless as I think I am. Perhaps
the thinking had already taken over the best out of me and making me
feel this way and worst BE this way.

Thinking back to the past which I had once been looking into so
carefully previously, it is seen that many things which had happened.
Thinking again. I am no longer as useful as before. I am unable to do as
many stuffs which I once done. Where had all the motivation gone to?

Thinking back again. Seeing me learning a lot of knowledge in such a
short period of time. I still do not understand why am I wasting time
not doing anything. Knowledge is to be gain by effort. I really do
admire people who has that capabilities. I still do not know why am I
not YEARNING FOR IT and NOT WANTING IT. Deep inside I want it however my
mind tells me to slow down as I can get it without effort. I hate that
for myself. I hate that feeling. I want to make things happen with my
own effort. My own thoughts. My own ideas. My originality. Darn time is
passing me by as I type. Wasting again. What can be done? Perhaps I
should try to be glad that I am breathing till this point of time.

I just hate myself. Hating so hard that I am losing myself. Making
things so difficult for myself when everything is actually easy.
Thinking too much just make me feel a bit backwards. I do not want to
fall that badly this time. I am putting effort to making things work.
Why am I so lazy? Why can't I be the more hardworking person? I cannot
end like this. My parents will be so disappointed for the fact that I am
trying my best ONLY at the very last minute. Not from the beginning. How
long can I lie to myself? Tell me...How LONG?!!

I just kept wondering again. Wondering endlessly into the deep path
which had many split paths which leads me to confusion. The problem is
until this moment in time, I felt I have not know enough to stand on my
own. People are getting ready for the battle. I am just still learning
how to enter the battle field. Things are getting worst from what I can
see in mind. Why do I have such ability to see into the near future but
I am unable to express them out. Perhaps my ideas was not supported by
the knowledge which I am having up to this point of time.

I still hate myself. I quit learning hard stuffs when I was young. I am
not regreting. Hoping to pick them up slowly. I need to perform super
human task from now onwards. I can no longer sit back and relax and
enjoy a normal relaxable life. Why must this be? Why things that I
always yearn for always been so close this time and leaving me NOW? No
longer part of the grasp of my hand. Already gone. Far gone.

I am lost. Just so lost. Hoping to find a short path out from the
miserable maze. I am yet to find the perfect exit yet. I am yet to find any to be honest. So, what should I be doing now? What should I be DOING NOW?! You tell me. I can no longer hold back and tell myself. I am falling apart...breaking apart..I am just another pretender which have this double face. Facing people outside as a normal person. Looking back at myself from the inside. That is not really me. I do believe I can do better than this. I am just suffering so much that I felt like giving up this chance in life.

Miserable as it is. I just can't stop typing so much trash here. Perhaps I am already too tired and sick of lying to myself for such a long time. Faking things...it is so fake. I am not me..How can the perfect me show himself. Perhaps not perfect enough. I know this I know that, but seems that I did not put them in practical practice. It is as good as being nothing of those that I have in mind. Heart says want to go but physically my ass will put me down the chair and make it refuses to move.

Tired, sickening, fattening...I am at lost. Losing most of anything which includes nearly everything. Gosh

1.24pm 18 October 2008

Happy Birthday Girls! (Is this the final gathering?) T.T

2008-10-17T17:55:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey.. Been a while since I last step foot here to this blog. This is something I got yesterday. It is....a Birthdaysssss Party. October is finally here...and yea I feel older. But to be honest, I am still 19 today although I had the "bday party" cause mine is not here yet. YESH!!! I am YOUNG..hahaha..Well, it all started.... when I did not know how it started. I guess it so happen to be there. Birthdays are miracles so it does not require much explaination.

A picture of 3 October Babies...Oooo....

Gosh 2 pretty gals....*blush* haha....

Then, just before the end of the party, we imitated a few poses by our yet very cool KH. haha....First we started off by taking a DEEEEEEEP Breathe and we let it out by pushing forward our hand and pretend not to look at the camera.

There you go......*release breathing*....Cool enough?

Here there is more, a second imitation, the 7 right below your mouth, its simple, just put your hand forward from the first position above and then pull it back close to your mouth. MAKE SURE that you cover a part of your mouth when doing it.

And here you go again.....*As cool as it seems it can be*...You know what? .. My room suddenly feel a bit chilly now...hahahahah....

Up next, my buddies from the first day we set foot into Monash till forever hahaha...So emo man and on top of that I really do not know why all of us in black except one...It makes me wonder...Hrm...on top of that it is PINK...gosh.....XD

TCY, FJH,YWY,KOWL,KCY,SYSH

Hey hey hey...the show is not in the middle. The real show is next to the left hand side of the picture. Can't you notice the 3 CUTE people there...hahahaha...

Whats up people with that pose? haha....

At the end of a satisfying dinner will always ended up with a long list of bill which then make us regret for what we had eaten. Gosh oh gosh...LOOK AT THE PRICE...OMG..

Come come ...let me help you...don't strain your eyes too much =D it is stated there "RM581.65"

And finally, the finale.....I have no idea why but I find this picture totally out of the world....XD

Hey thats all folks, take my finger and go..."Take it and go" *RP slang, hahahahaha

Sorry but to break it but this is the last party before exam....AWWWW....

See you guys around in future and all the best...

9.22am 18 October 2008

* This is a special dedication to Hui Hui and Bao Li for their birthday. Happy birthday gals =D. Hope you girls enjoy it.

Sketches 3

2008-10-12T07:34:00.000-07:00

Just someting randomly done again when I have some free time in between my breaks

Funny dream these days, been dreaming a lot

What can I say, that's the stuff I see at times, perhaps most of the time

Numbers, can you identify them? haha..

It took me quite some time to put up these pictures. Damn.

12.28am 13 October 2008

Sketches 2

2008-10-05T16:32:00.000-07:00

These pictures are randomly drawn and by the feelings at the spur of the moment.

What the hell...TCY fault o.O

8.01am 6 October 2008

Untitled

2008-10-03T22:09:00.000-07:00

Today left :

20 days =D

Leaving the past behind to start anew as I had forgotten what was it like to be previously.

1.12pm 4 October 2008

Just a reminder

2008-10-03T03:15:00.000-07:00

Oh fellow dearest Chemical Students,

Welcome to the BLOG, yea you got that right...... "THE BLOG"..

HAHA

OKAY ... Here is the important announcement for today,

21 days left

For a magic to happen? LOL..Enjoy =D

6.20pm 3 October 2008

Designs

2008-10-03T02:17:00.000-07:00

Here is something that I designed when I was SOOOOOO free during the holidays. Enjoy =D.

I think I just got a job as a designer for T-shirt. Contact me if you need someone to design something. What you see is only the tip of the ice berg..HAHA...

5.53pm 3 October 2008

Increased in gravity?

2008-10-01T18:22:00.000-07:00

Again another dream. The gravity is getting stronger and stronger within our earth system. Is it cause the increase of temperature? Or is it cause of increase of global warming? Might sound stupid but I just put what I have in my dream. The usage of fossil fuels and other component made from solid and liquid within our earth will eventually make it into gas components. Good example, our daily petrol. Having increased numbers of molecules within the air will increase the pressure in the air. Increase in pressure leads to increase in temperature which I believe to increase the gravitational pull somehow. I do not know how. Don't ask me. It is my dream. I just wish to share with everyone around me. Launching objects out of orbit will reduce the gravity as less mass within the control volume (our earth), reducing the mass, reducing pressure, reducing temperature and thus reducing gravity. So the constant 9.81 above sea level MIGHT not be valid any longer..OMG what a dream...

9.27pm 2 October 2008

Time is moving faster

2008-10-01T18:21:00.001-07:00

As years going by, we are moving faster and faster. Is it a feeling or is it a real thing? Thinking again, the universe is expanding thus, somehow time is going faster and faster. Everyday, waking up to a new day looking at my digital clock. Seems like there is a time lag from time to time or should i say from day to day. A few seconds does not hurt. But things are going oddly these days. This may due to certain physics theory which I am not well versed in. Its just a dream. Perhaps its just my dream. Perhaps, equation to calculate the end of the world is just within me which I did not realised. HAHA...I am crazy

9.22pm 2 October 2008

I guess that is the only way

2008-09-28T04:53:00.001-07:00

Seems like writing is the only solution of letting go of the frustration. Seems so near within reach but so far within range. How to reach for somethin which is so beyond you? Is it a challenge or is it a thrill? Is it on purpose or is it destined to be? Ignored I was. Indicated I was. Indirected meaning was given. Yet, the hope was still there. Moving forward in a slow pace. Slowly reaching for it. Yet again, its still too far from reach. What to do? What to reach for? Is there a logical purpose for it? Doesn't seem like there is any. But the guess is in this field of destiny and fate, there is nothing logical. Its all about the emotions. That is why emotion without a thought. Logical or not, act with feelings will simply get into trouble. Wonderful that our body system was created so perfectly and yet feelings is out of control of the creator. It is no longer a logical world. Its just another world filled with feeling of wanting more. Greed is towards the destruction of men.

7.54pm 28 September 2008

Just another sitting moment

2008-09-27T03:45:00.000-07:00

Just another moment of complications which lead to a different scenes in life. Living within the empty box of spirituality giving out signs of letting go. Thinking over what was thought at that moment, letting out all frustrations and anger over things that does not belong. Impossible is the sign of mind but the body seems encouraged to move on. Indefinate of the path taken, once again the sea of sorrowness cloud the sky of the healthy thinking. Just a matter of thank you gives out a sign feeling uncomfortable within the very own boundary. What else to do other than seek refuge and run and hide? Only option available is either to talk to the wall of hope or just plunge down the pillar of hope and never see it again. Seems like the wish is far from being reality as fantasy managed to claw upon the healthy mind. Emptiness was felt all away without even a glimpse happiness within that. But when it is coming to an end, it was always a suspense following one path to the other. Interesting thrill, journey, experience but seems like the mind is getting bored of it as letting go was the only thing that it can do so far...for now. It is becoming a plant without water.
6.47pm 27 September 2008

Uncertainty within doubt

2008-09-19T04:26:00.002-07:00

Ambushed by thorns of life, my resistance became indefinitely strong. Leaving from one side to the other in a close room of vacuum. Moving up and down, dwelling in the past not moving forward as hopeless as I am. Might not be able to bloom in the early eye of morning sun, I turned into a black rose, waiting to be picked up. Refusing to change the colour, I took another path without restriction. Leading to another endless road of fire. Lightless and lifeless as always, faintly moving towards the door of hope. Opening up, leaving only a torn piece of a petal. Lying down there - black and sorrowful. A heart which is filled with dirt is not the mood of life, it is just another junk within the blackhole absorbing every single thing into just one hole, letting nothing go, as evil as it seems, no one know what lies within. There is blood bath within a hole of pikes, letting no fish alive within the pool. Hopefully, it is another story of misery with no intention. Suffocating from the facts of life, I manage to find my supply of air.

1.20pm 20 September 2008

Fantasy or reality or in transition?

2008-09-19T04:26:00.001-07:00

Should it be counted as a desired feeling or as an unwanted feeling? It seems disturbing however it brings little spark into my life. Wondering if discarding it will be a tough task or rather a torturing task to perform. Not knowing, afraid to move from that stationary post. Standing there stranded within the small cubical called hope. Praying hard that something will come up in the end of it. But, the distance seems very far from over, leading to more obstacles. Moving backwards step by step, refusing to accept reality, running to an open path - fantasy. As the warp absorbs me through another dimension without restrictions, providing every single wish of mine - dream. Pushing things closer together seem to be tearing apart from the real thing. Inability to have faith in myself, I pushed myself closer to the cliff, just a movement away from falling off. A hand was reached out, it was not the right but it was the left hand - sweet and gentle. Turning away, plunged into the sea I did. Feeling lost for a few days in my disturbed thoughts, without fire, suddenly it came the fire. Realising that illusions built up are just merely illusions and nothing more. Falling into the black pit I did once, but this time I am painting my cardboard world white, stainless whiter than even a pure soul. Hopefully, pulling off the same trick over and over again. Repeating does not make it a lesson through the thick skull of mine.

7.28pm 19 September 2008

Interesting...

2008-08-31T21:47:00.001-07:00

Today....

This morning when I was reading...I found a remarkable statement that stands out..

Ahmad(BN) says,

"as the chinese were only immigrants it was impossible to achieve equal rights amonst races" - The Star N14 1 September 2008

12.51pm 1 September 2008

(-\/-)

2008-08-31T00:02:00.000-07:00

Today........

"One day, little by little, little by little"

3.04pm 31 August 2008

Things which is so far from reach seems closer with chasing

2008-08-29T08:26:00.000-07:00

Today, I had a terrible headache and my head swirls and spins around making me feel like puking.

Anyways, from now onwards I shall write something motivational more often to keep this blog alive...hehe...

I was wondering, things which are beyond your reach is not simply things which you cannot achieve, it just dreams which you chase or a goal which you chase after and yet at a long duration of time, still fail to get it. That does not prove that there is no chance in getting the wants in your life. So, drag yourself a bit more, rush a bit more, stretch a bit more to reach for the things that you wanted so much in your life regardless of whatever it is as long as its a good dream. haha. As long as you continue chasing, the dream will get closer meaning chances of getting it becomes higher. So do not give up in whichever dream chased after, just continue to proceed until the red light had been put up. Red light indicates stop, so make sure things which are done to a certain limit or extent where it should not be continued or there should be dire consequences. In that case, chase after another goal of yours. Things are to be done in wise manner not in a bull manner.

Quote, "Chasing dreams just gets you closer to achiving your goals "

11.36pm 29 August 2008

Ideas...

2008-08-26T11:03:00.000-07:00

Hrm. I was wondering to myself if there should be any important thing in life, I guess there are. In this wonderful world pasted with colourful bank notes is making people crazy over pieces of paper around them. Not to mention, they fight and crawl for the pieces of printed paper. Seems like I am among the participant too. I was wondering to myself what must be done to improve myself each day before I go to sleep.Not knowing if tomorrow is a better day, I still place my bet on myself saying that tomorrow there will be a better me. Thinking positively, nothing gone wrong so far but I believe in elevation. I want a new bright step across the border, taking the sight seeing from across, above, side by side and etc. Seems like the challenge is on and ideas have to flow in order for me to at least get a few pieces of the colourful paper. If there should be any bright assistance that you can provide me with, kindly leave a comment or at the message box. Thank you.

2.07am 27 August 2008

FOOD TRIP..coming up next.. LOL...

2008-08-22T08:02:00.000-07:00

YO people.. I just came back from the FOOD TRIP with my OTHER 24 buddies who tagged along. We ate at various places around KL. Feeling so DAMN FULL makes me feel so damn great.....Spending so much on food just makes me feel that the money was well spent. I shall elaborate more some other time in my next upcoming post as I am too tired to proceed on today. Sorry for the delay...Goodbye people. ENJOY!!!

11.08pm 22 August 2008

MPO TRIP!!

2008-08-19T04:07:00.000-07:00

Hey again...Went for MPO trip...Malaysian Philharmonic Ochestra at KLCC!!! It was fun...so i started to take pictures...

Firstly, this picture is based on plastic tubes which are arrange in such a position...By starring at it makes me feel so dizzy...I wonder why is it there....

I guess from here you can stare at it...It makes you feel dizzy..Dont you feel it? hehe..

Somewhere outside KLCC main entrance....THere is this huge piece of art...Guess what are those material used to make those?...

Okay okay....Since you cant see it that well...

5 steps closer...Keep on guessing.....Get it?

If you miss it.....

5steps closer...GET IT NOW?!!!

WHAT?!!! NO??? (man ...blindnes...) haha...

5steps closer...Now you see it? pls tell me yes...haha..

Walking around...Nothing to eat....So I FOUND THIS!!!

MY "NATIONAL TREASURE" SUper BIg PIzza!!! WOOHOO!! haha

Watch it.....As its being eaten...

YUMMY!!!!.....( seriously ... it taste not as good as it looks..... looks can be deceiving...)

7.21pm 19 August 2008

I Wanna LIVE!!!

2008-08-19T03:26:00.000-07:00

Heyo people,

Here is where I can tell my reason for being able to live up to nearly 2 months in isolation (in my hostel).....

No.1, Tea drinking for GOoD Health! (just making it up) hehe....

Look ... its only a BOX....

FILLED WITH 100 SACHETS!! HAHA...

No.2, Fruit drink, for a better health....... XD

No.3 A big "TONG" of biscuits...so called cheese crackers without cheese....

No.4 Snack time calls for NIPS!!! WOOHOO!!!!!....

No.5 What are these?...Well, I had this back to standard 3...Brings back memories.....

No.6, To stay awake.....Not a cup of coffee.....Its KOPIKO!!!

No.7 Some nice smell biscuits....thanks chong wei for gettting these for me...HAHA....

No.8 So-called good for health. Until today I am not too sure what kind of herbs that they use on this although its writen...Hrm...

No.9 WOW....HAHA....It was cheap so i got them all for RM 8 in one big packet....LOL

No. 10 Favourite of all time....NUTELLA!!! So nice that you can only eat it on its own....

No.11 For cooking purposes...

No. 12 Same goes here...for cooking purposes...

No.13 Essential for everyday's meal...RICE AND OATS AND MILK!! HAHA

No.14 Life source!!!!!!! WATER!!

No.15,...MANY MANY STUFFS....frozen food.....fish chicken...you name it...i have it...LOL...

No.16... Cheese....drinks.... whatever else....vege....cellery...bla bla bla...

No.17...Bla bla bla from top view...

No.18 More DRINKS!! milk.....fruit drinks...my gosh....

No.19...YAKULT!!! GOOD FOR HEALTH TOO!! HAHA...cheese...jam..bla bla bla.....

WOW! Man....Plentiful....GOD I AM THANKFUL!! I CAN SURVIVE...

Wait.. I mean.....

I WILL SURVIVE!!! WOOHOOO!!!

7.03pm 19 August 2008

List of subjects...Long path

2008-08-19T03:14:00.000-07:00

Let me show you this .... List of subjects to be taken...XD

Look at the left column.

6.22pm 19 August 2008

Random

2008-08-19T03:10:00.000-07:00

I dun really recall why am I typing this while listening to music again but I just felt something need to be done to this blog to keep it alive. I guess from now on I shall update events into blog so that events going on around me is known by you guys. So, hang on, next coming up...

6.12pm 19 August 2008

Fluids 1st tute without question 5 to 7 which has pictures

2008-08-16T18:33:00.000-07:00

An Opportunity to Learn about Fluids
Problem set No 1
Dimensions and Basic Fluid Properties

No1. (MY&O; Q 1.8)
In this equation, R is the pipe radius, Dp is the pressure drop along the pipe, m is the viscosity, and l is the length of the pipe.The volume rate of flow, Q, through a pipe containing a slowly moving fluid is given by the equation:
What are the dimensions of the term p/8 ? Is the equation dimensionally homogeneous? [Ans. dimensionless]

No2. (MY&O; Q 1.10)
In this equation, V is the blood velocity, m is the blood viscosity, r is the blood density, D is the artery diameter, A0 is the area of the unobstructed artery, and A1 is the area of the stenosis.
The pressure drop across a partial blockage in an artery (called a stenosis) is approximated by the equation:
Determine the dimensions of the constants Kv and Ku. Would the equation be valid in another system of units? [Ans. Each is dimensionless.]

No3. (MY&O; Q 1.29)
The information on a can of soft drink indicates that it contains 355 ml. The mass of the full can is 0.369 kg, while the weight of an empty container (retrieved from a rubbish bin) is 0.153 N. Determine the specific weight, density and specific gravity of the soft drink and compare that with water at 20 oC. [Ans. 9770 Nm-3; 996 kgm-3; 0.996]

No4. (MY&O; Q 1.33)
The temperature and pressure at the surface of Mars during a Martian spring day were determined to be -50 0C and 900 Pa.
(a) Determine the density of the Martian atmosphere if the gas constant is assumed to be the same as carbon dioxide. [Ans 0.0214 kgm-3]
(b) Compare that with the earth’s atmosphere (also during Spring) if the temperature and pressure are 18 0C and 101.6 kPa (abs). [Ans 1.22 kgm-3; 1.75%]

Come on! Support this..

2008-07-03T08:34:00.000-07:00

This is something that we can never see from papers nor the news. Although the press was there to take the information and fill in the information bank of theirs. It is obvious that the real truth and facts are being suppressed so badly. Things are getting very complicated. It has been a very good time that there are challenges being thrown into this matter and challenges. Some people still think that we are living in caves and not knowing the real facts. How naive... However, that is a reason why this era is called INFORMATION and technology. INFORMATION! Perhaps some cavemen still are unaware about it. Simply a disgrace...Such sad occurance. Still living in the stone age....Tough going for them. However, take a peek at this HOT NEWS in our country. Please pass this on if possible, it is sad that there is a national fighter which is being discriminated by the majority of people. We should help the truth and fight for real justice!

Kindly visit pls go and check it out http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o6915jOQsAE

11.43pm 3 July 2008

Truth

2008-07-03T08:16:00.000-07:00

Truth is something that must be known by people. People should reveal truth to public especially it is something important which may affect them. By not doing so, it shows total irresponsibility and selfishness in that particular person. Don't you think so? Twisting of facts, omitting of real facts as well as evidence which are erased from the history are totally a shameful doing. Committing such a crime will definately deserve a high penalty - death. Reason being suffering will be brought to the innocent individuals who are not well informed as the higher authorities are manupulated by the person of interest. Playing a fool with such a fire is totally something that a low life will do. A disgrace indeed. Living in the fire of hell that person deserve. So, learn up from the experience that truth is a crucial matter which is supposed to be address accordingly as well as being told clearly that is IF it will cause the future of many people. So, tell the truth. Be brave for what's right, be afraid for what's wrong. See you in hell...from heaven..

11.27pm 3 July 2008

Promises

2008-07-03T08:14:00.001-07:00

Isn't it wonderful to have a promise to be fulfilled over a long period of time. Managing the ability to confront with obstacles in life, perhaps is the main thing in life. Perhaps, thats life. Life seems to always revolve around solving problems. Human beings are indeed curious creatures. They been finding answers since the very first day until today. Knowledge seems to be a very precious piece of life : part of life. Fulfilling promises are just a step forward to create a better relationship with another friend or so. It is made as a tool of trust. From there, progress can be made which eventually lead to an honest life.

11.14pm 3 July 2008

Memories

2008-07-02T08:20:00.000-07:00

Do you have memories which you do not want to be forgotten?

Isn't it sad to have a memory which is so limited which results in someone who will only retain the hours of memory for the day?

Wouldn't it be wonderful to live like normal human beings having the capability to record our memories within us for eternity?

Don't you think the inability to recall you yesterday is hurtful?

The days seem to be the same as that person can only keep the memories in oneself for just nearly half a day. After that that person will need to record down events in her diary sending the message across from the person of the present day to oneself of the tomorrow.

Memories are indeed beautiful thing to keep as we progress on in life. Memories full of joy are definately the cure to every sickness within us.

We should treasure our time in our life and live it to our very best and leave no regrets behind as we are gifted with the full ability to function as a normal human being.

If we put together our wishes into part of our beautiful memories, the wish will come true and the memory will remain.

11.34pm 2 July 2008

What a wonderful world!

2008-07-02T02:27:00.000-07:00

Been thinking a lot of stuffs lately. Perhaps due to the fact that holidays I am kind of free. Thinking that problems arises from greed of people. On top of greed, its fame that they are after. The crave for something will cause a terrible suffering within a person. So, imagine :

A world with people living happily, sharing their food, spending their time, having fun and all sorts of activities which they do togehter. They will support each other for the better leaving out the feeling of jealously instead having the feeling as one big happy family. By having that kind of a situation, it will definately change for the better as humans are less demanding and on top of that they work together, getting better understanding from each other. Living in such a world with all needs been taken care of, it is close to being heaven already except the fact that everyone has to contribute towards man power. It is required for everyone to work equally hard to produce something so that they can share it with the society. Oh well, sounds like a mechanical world to me. However, I think it may bring eternal peace to us. But I am not too sure. Maybe I been lingering around too long in the fantasy world that I am in and neglecting reality. Its just my wondering mind...

5.33pm 2 June 2008

I am living on wavy grounds

2008-07-01T07:26:00.000-07:00

Hey holidays finally came!

Shocking for day 1 of a new month!

Man I should not have struggled so hard doing so well in my academically since the country that I live in, government giving out scholarship offers to those students getting admirably low grades. How generous! To make rotten metal shine like gold, they are giving special offers for drop outs especially. How fortunate. How lucky can we be? We are able to take pictures with officials as well. Exciting huh? Wanna know how do we get there? By simply moving up to the deputy minister office and proves that you are poorly graded academically and apply for a scholarship!

Interesting that we see framing someone using arse as a weapon of defence for certain people, certainly I will not be that low. Wow there sure is a great turn in this era. Moving from stone age to metal age to this modern society today which is the technological age, once again we are travelling to the ARSE age. What a dreadful weapon! Tsk Tsk..

10.38pm 1 July 2008

Rediscovering

2008-06-20T10:00:00.001-07:00

Well well certainly has been a while since I last touched this blog. Phew I am so bored not knowing anything to do after my final exams so I guess I am just too bored and I blog.

Lately, I been watching animes and reading mangas. Perhaps I might be the emo-kind, but I feel that after reading those selected ones I feel powerful after reading them. The spirit that is within the chracters inspire me to move an inch further in life, after achieving that I will go for even more with a purpose in mind. They provided me with so much meaning to life now. Finally I understand the purpose of a human life. I find my life so much more precious now. I am driving myself to be a better person each day after the day it is today. Thats how the civilization today was built. The sudden power felt within me was real and I feel that I really should make good use of it.

1.10 am 21 June 2008

Yen Wei Yun's First Law : Equilibrium

2008-05-08T15:51:00.000-07:00

In our everyday life, many people are not aware that everything they do changes the 'world's equilibrium' and there will be rebound whereby the opposite effect will hit. When I mean whatever, I really mean whatever. I can provide examples which can prove this equilibrium theory true. Its more or less a yin and yang balancing.

1) Starting from microscopic or smaller molecules, they will react to reach equilibrium. No matter whatever happens, it will somehow go back to the origin of it.

2) If you happened to talk bad about someone and makes you feel happy, the other person will be sad. This can be simplified as happy + sad = neutral (equilibrium)

3) If you happen to be the smartest person in the world, there will be the stupidest person in the world. In short, smartest + stupidest = neutral (equilibrium)

4) If one person managed to excel in many stuffs meaning he has strong points, however you will definately find a weak points of that person no matter what because strong + weak = neutral

5) If you are eating a lot, it makes you fat and there is someone who eat very little, it makes that person thin. In this case, eating a lot + eating very little = neutral and also there is another equation to be derived which is fat + thin = neutral.

6) Warren Buffett is the richest man in the world and I am the poorest man in the world, we can still see that richest + poorest = neutral (equilibrium)

So those are few examples which I hope well convince you. If you are not satisfied, try thinking about something that you do which causes something around you turn differently.

So, in our everyday life, we should strike a balance in terms of diet, attitude, lifestyle, activities and whatever which you wish to do. It is an important thing. Trust me....

7.04am 9th May 2008

A few changes in me and my surrounding

2008-04-18T17:03:00.000-07:00

Early of the year > Recently

1) Clean room > Messy room
2) Shorter hair > Short hair
3) So free > So much to read
4) Relax > Tired
5) Fat and slooppy > Lost some weight
6) Healthy > Unhealthy lifestyle
7) No printer > New printer
8) No 4gb pendrive > New 4gb pendrive
9) Staying in Malaysian campus > Not so true
10) Sleepy > Still sleepy

Saturday 19 April 2008

Some challenge to your life

2008-03-25T05:27:00.000-07:00

HEYO! Draw a rabbit nicely and give it to me. If it is ugly, no one wins. The judges will be fair

Draw on an A4. The rabbit gotta be at least 12 cm tall in the A4. Colouring allowed.

Winner > RM10.00

Final entry submission - 1st May 2008 by 12pm.

8.29pm 25 March 2008

So, you think 1 cent is nothing? Think again!

2008-03-25T02:31:00.000-07:00

Alright...1 cent is going off..yup they will be disappearing soon. So, start keeping them, hoping perhaps one day in the future you can sell each for a million bucks! Yea right..dream on...

Anyways before the implementation even begun, some shop keepers and restaurants are already rounding up numbers and short chaining people! To name one...KFC! DAMN! haha...anyways, its not that I am cheap and could not afford the few cents of donation but they took it without my conscent! So, more or less, my money was professionally stolen!

Apart from that, they will start earning lots if they start to do that....Here are some maths to help you out incase you didnt realised how big your contribution is to the particular company...

Average money short chained per person - 2 cents average
Average number of visitors a day to one branch - 150 people

Total money earned a day = Rm 0.02 X 150 = RM30

Imagine if there are 100 branches (to be average)
Total money earned as overall a day = 100 X RM30 = RM 3000

THAT IS ONE DAY!

Imagine it is open 365 days a year.
Total money cheated = RM3000 X 365 = RM 109,500.00

Still think its little?

That assumption was based on minimal average of most data.

What if the customers are more?

What if there are more branches?

What if they cheat more than 2 cents?

What if there are more than 365 days a year? ( Joking XD )

What if you are the victim?

XD

5.39pm 25 March 2008

Let me teach you how to dig wealth out of some other people's country!

2008-03-23T07:10:00.000-07:00

Firstly, enter your neighbouring country which is prospering as an imigrant.

Secondly, make a deal with the country's leading political party.
( they will award you cash as long as votes of yours are given to them )

Thirdly, be active in the party and make yourself likable within the community.

Fourthly, WIN THE GENERAL ELECTION!

Fifthly, become a minister who is in charge of the lands, properties and development.

Sixthly, start buying cheap lands.

Seventhly, discuss with a group of locals about selling the land at a higher price to government.

Eighthly, sell the land to government at a super marked up price.
( Example, buy at RM 2, sell at RM22 )

Ninethly, remember to reward the locals.
( Purpose : Shut their pie hole. Give them perhaps 1% of your returns )

Tenthly, escape from the party and return back to country of origin as a rich man.

SEE! 10 easy steps to make you richer.....Why not huh?

10.31pm 23 March 2008

Having part time lecturers

2008-03-23T07:03:00.000-07:00

Day 1 of uni really makes me happy as I can meet back my friends and so on. However, something disappointing happened. Let me bring you through this walk!

Alright, having a lecturer who is beyond words is something you wont wanna wish for paying fees to monash getting a utar lecturer. Secondly, i got another part time lecturer but its not a big deal. Now, after the fourth week, the lecturer for one of the subjects will be leaving and I will face a new replacement, having a new part time lecturer. How can Monash do this while the money paid as fees to them. This is something very not right. Not even fair to the students.

You see disadvantage is :
1) not able to ask them questions directly in the university
2) hard to find guidance especialy you see them once a week.
3) its frustrating when you are expecting immediate reply.
4) wont be able to upload work for you to do during the following week.

Advantges :
1) University earns more by using sub standard lecturers.

This is seriously a big deal to talk about not something to joke about. DAMN YOU whoever YOU ARE!

10.09 23 March 2008

Where is the RAPID?!

2008-03-23T00:45:00.000-07:00

Back in Penang I am. What happened to the Rapid Penang?! All lost?

Perhaps this is the interesting part, the speculation. Maybe this did happen. Let the process flow diagram assist you.

Firstly, start up a bus service business.

Secondly, get loan from government. If actual cost is RM30million, ask for RM50million.

Thirdly, make a lot of advertistments and entice the users or customers.

Fourthly, from maybe around 300 buses reduce to 100 buses which are operational while the other 200 buses for other purposes. ( explain later )

Fifthly, go to a neighbouring state or whichever state and get the license to operate in that state.

Sixthly, get another government loan/grant for that new operation in a new state.

Seventhly, transport all the buses from the previous state to the new state.

Eighthly, re-paint all buses to suit the new state. Example, if previously Penang bus, perhaps now we change it to Perak bus.

Ninethly, take the remaining money and bank it into personal account.

Tenthly, repeat the same process or retire with the money and declare lost to avoid paying back the loan.

AS YOU CAN SEE, 10 simple steps to make you RICH!

3.59pm 23 March 2008

Confused over history

2008-03-22T07:11:00.000-07:00

So, let's start our history lesson. Today's topic : Hang Tuah.

Where did he get his name? How did he get so famous? Perhaps, he was nicknamed so eversince escorting the China's emperor's princess, Hang Li Po down here. Knowing the name Tuah, its perhaps LUCK being brought by the chinese dynasty down to this land called Malacca to improve international ties during that era. Due to his highly skilled abilities to fight, he managed to defend Malacca from many enemies of that country at that time. This imported dude has terrific fighting skills. So, until today, is he a chinese or a local? Still confused? Some people surely are. So, what are the results of archaeology prove? Still finding? Or hiding? So, leaving people in doubts. As history supposed to be a thing whereby true facts must be known. The search continues....

10.18pm 22 March 2008

That's what my birthday means? XD

2008-03-22T06:58:00.002-07:00

You are prudent, circumspect and take things seriously. Before you make any move, you will think of a few alternatives that might take a while. You are patient, imaginative and target oriented. You value friendship more than anything else. Your Love, You usually study your partner carefully before making any move. You never demand anything beyond the natural quality of that person. Your sincerity doesn't bring excitement in your love life but it brings deeply grown relationship.

10.30pm 22 March 2008

O.o

2008-03-22T06:58:00.001-07:00

opps...its over!! XD

9.58pm 22March2008

CASH PRICES!

2008-03-16T18:28:00.001-07:00

Look Its A Bird,
Its A Plane,
Its Mighty .........,

Fill in the blank. If you manage to find the answer, let me know through MSN or E-MAIL or SMS or meet me at campus! Answers in my chatbox is not counted! No terms and conditions!

Award : 1st Place = RM 1.00
2nd Place = RM0.50
Consolation prices : Rm 0.01 (up to 3 person)

Due date : 20 March 2008

SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?!! FILL IN NOW!

9.31am 17 March 2008