I am so so doom...Hopefully NOT!

Late up at night, what the heck am i doing? regreting.... slowly the flow of regretfulness moving slowly in my veins up to my head making my brain to think so much about chemistry..yup indeed examinations are cruel killing me....making me suffocate at mind at a time like this. Why?! i seem to see my answers which slowly appear at the back of my mind. Enjoying seems to be a sin at this point of time. Perhaps its not such a great sin if I were to repent it by doing my part as a student. Perhaps, I am still trapped in my immature thinking. What should I do?! Temptations always get the best out of me. Never ever it make me not tempted! Lack of mind rest are really torturing. WAIT i am not staying up whole night long. Just that I am just thinking about it whole night long. Guilty as I am I could not do anything. I guess I should end my guilt by saying "I done my best so far since 2 days ago!". At least I tried my best :D

1.00 am Friday 19 October 2007

A plan that worked out so well

Yup yup up on my toes directly as I was 'alarm'ed from my sleep. Directly into the showers, brushing, scrubbing, rubbing, pushing, pulling and whateverling. Like a war, I reloaded my pencil case and packed up my 'supplies' and march into the battlefield. Walking past the giant pool near the 'woods', I found myself around armoured trucked full of 'supplies'. Marching forward, I headed straight into the battlefield, sneaking in the dark path that leads to the enemy territory. Infiltrating the enemy building require an ID check. I showed them my MONASH (incase if you get lost) id and soon I was let into the facility and started to layout my plan. Making my way around, I reached the destination where its filled with a lot of 'supplies'. I made my way up to the third floor, deployed my supplies which I brought along, I conquered a small spot in enemy territory. Sitting there, thinking. Creatively ideas started flowing in quickly. As fast as I could, I started opening the book slowly. Slowly, I dashed my eyes through pages after pages so reluctantly. As time passes, I felt like I been poisoned by the book. Slowly again, my vision began to blur. Slowly yet again, my head is slowly moving downwards. Extremely fast, my mind shut down. So, sleeep I was. Studying was not. Plan I did. Work it did not. LOL

12.26am Saturday 13 October 2007