Justice to injustice?

I am speechless learning from hardship from those foreign workers over at my parents working place. I felt pity and at the same time felt a bit of anger. Seeing them suffering by eating such simple meal each day without feeling the boredom of having the similar menu each day. Having varieties of food each day I consider myself very fortunate.

Not only recent but perhaps it had became a norm in our community. This terribly tears me down to the bottom of the very core of my heart learning that police are actually legal armed gangster who works for the government. Anywhere in the world, I guess people do agree. Legal armed gangster, highway robbers and the list goes on and on.

In real life, highway where most business people are rushing to work just to pay tax to help to enable the government to move in the economical area each day without a choice. Having sacrifice such ordeal, the "highway robbers" will tend to put up speed trap and all sorts of bull shit trying to impose fine on those hard workers. This is nonsense. Terribly wrong. Those people are working so hard trying to pay some tax so they can pay some petty cash for the robbers and on top of that they tend to rob yet again. Justice is far from beginning ever since the appearance of the previous prophet.

Devilish as they are, they can change their occupation to be a legal armed gangster in some countries. In night time, they tend to hang around the industrial area where there are hostel for those foreign workers. Inable to fight in a foreign country, the foreigners are unable to tussle against the "allmighty LEGAL criminals". Let me enlighten you with real life experience. From seeing the situation the foreign workers are I am already so badly hurt, and yet the legal armed gangsters trying to blackmail and indirectly ROB them for SOME OF THEIR SAVINGS - RM10. Yea that will make a legal armed gangster sooo RICH. Being able to live in such "heavenly space" due to the "richness", they feel contented with such shameful act. Shameful indeed for me to even not notice them around. Feeling insecure in such places such that the law enforcers are doing unlawfully acts.

Those brainless morons have tiny bits left of their saint side so I can't quite blame them. Believe it or not, the previous time, their bicycles were stolen by a policeman's son. To make things worst, its the head of the police squad in that area. How can I make a report? Will he be a father or a law enforcer at that point of time? Terribly dissapointed with their low-life and disgusting actions. Shameful as I am, I have to walk around with a black plastic bag knowing of the feeling of afraid that such shame can humiliate my image in other countries internationally.

10.02pm 23 December 2008

Ex President -OR- Mr. President?

What?! President?! It is either some Malaysians are living back in the past or they are intelectually challenged.

Recently, perhaps I can say yesterday (5/12/2008), when I was watching the Bill Clinton's speech in KLCC through Astro Awani Channel, it was reported that he is "still" president.

Leaving the stage after his meaningful and powerful speech which somehow make lots of sense (hopefully some other people understand his speech well enough). Immediately, without hesitation, the emcee announced, "Thank you Mr. President for your speech". As part of the society, I felt kinda embarass once again having fellow compatriots who has low general knowledge or perhaps someone teleported her from the past or something...

That's not it. After that, the newscaster, once again degrade my standard of general knowledge by informing me by reinstating that Bill Clinton is the President. I wonder how is he the president in any ways. Is it me who is living ahead of time or are those people intelectually challenged in some ways, kindly advice my "not-so-wise" mind.

12.07am 6 December 2008

Fight, war, whatever, it is just pure "stupidism"

It is very interesting and very educational for students and younger adults to view the debate back in the Parlimen of my country. Identifying professionals and "retarded" people are easy to identify. By just using normal words with normal tone, points will be conveyed clearly. Unfortunately, there are some wild beast up there selected by blinded people who shouts out their opinion hoping that they are in the right position. Unfortunately again, by shouting louder does not allow better grade of understanding. It will just make it harder for me to listen to whatever bullshit or points which he might want to convey. As part of the society of my country, irrespestive of whichever political group, I for once felt the terrible shame which had been cursed upon me. Doesn't matter to me who and what you are. A human is a human. For example, a handphone same model but they are different in terms of colour but in terms of function, they are still similar (maybe there are exceptions). Similar to us, judging by race is really really not a fair thing to do. It is not the citizens that are at fault by right. Everyone live in harmony. It takes only one or two skunks to make matter worst. I am speaking of those who are so called by themselves, "leaders". Leaders are supposed to lead and organise his team of people. Failure to do so, the "leader" is not a capable leader. In the business world, you think you are the leader in some field but other people think otherwise. So, what do you think? It means that what you think doesn't matter, it is the crowd that judge you whether you are right or wrong. Failure to lead is same as failure to think logically and rationally. Failure to do so is due to the education background. Poor educational background posses poor ability to lead. Doesn't matter the educational is formal or informal, as long as learning is in progress. Failure to do so will lead to ancient caveman attitude. Blindly, taking a leader to lead democratically means the citizens are equally blind. So, the blind will lead the blind. All ends up in the "grave". So, failure to vote for the right person is the failure of oneself being tortured today. So, who is at fault? No one but the citizens.

9.29pm 4 December 2008

"Talk the talk", but can I "Walk the walk"?

I never thought learning practical stuffs can make you feel so tired and exhausted (even you are earning money). Man, it is crazy. Draining my brain juice. Half way through the day, I feel like colapsing on my bed. Trust me working is not as easy as I think it should be. I wonder how am I going to cope in the near future with my big fantastic dreams. I hope my motivation and spirit will once again run wild in my blood. Once again...Hopefully.... My determination and drive for excellence had just died off not too long ago. I wonder where had it been. Perhaps, I have been lamenting on non-important matters. I attend to the less priority things in life which can be postphoned to some other time for evaluation. Sadly, I continue to drag my feet on the drain of laziness. Falling in with no way out. Terribly dissappointed with myself. I feel I need to be better in many ways. It is the ME against the ME. Another bothersome matter which had me thinking a while now. To go with the drive or to stay back and relax. I am not too sure myself. I have poor drive. How can I achieve so much with such attitude and so little time left. Perhaps, I need to stop thinking on theories and act practically. I Need A Desperate Change!!

11.45pm 3 December 2008