I guess that is the only way

Seems like writing is the only solution of letting go of the frustration. Seems so near within reach but so far within range. How to reach for somethin which is so beyond you? Is it a challenge or is it a thrill? Is it on purpose or is it destined to be? Ignored I was. Indicated I was. Indirected meaning was given. Yet, the hope was still there. Moving forward in a slow pace. Slowly reaching for it. Yet again, its still too far from reach. What to do? What to reach for? Is there a logical purpose for it? Doesn't seem like there is any. But the guess is in this field of destiny and fate, there is nothing logical. Its all about the emotions. That is why emotion without a thought. Logical or not, act with feelings will simply get into trouble. Wonderful that our body system was created so perfectly and yet feelings is out of control of the creator. It is no longer a logical world. Its just another world filled with feeling of wanting more. Greed is towards the destruction of men.

7.54pm 28 September 2008