Moving abouts

Mountains over mountains are my thoughts of things at this point of this. Having alternate solutions for each problem. Viewing things in large perspective is a good thing for overall. It will enable the large overview of the situation.

Moving in circles is what I did as a beginner. As a more experienced person, I shall apply what I have learnt wisely.

1.06 29 November 2008

TERRORISM IS TERRORISING THE WORLD, THIS MUST STOP!!

This is sad. The world is changing so drastically. Terrorists are everywhere. If not controlled, this will be worst. By naming terrorism, people will zoom in into the Muslims brotherhood which is the wrong point to do. This is not correct. Only it takes a few exremist to spoil the good name. Removing this terrorist society in the world is the only choice most people have. Not pointing fingers, I stand here as a fair person with reasonable thinking saying that it is unjustifiable killing innocent people without a second thought. Although requesting for something, it is totally unreasonable to kill in order to instill fear. Instead, hatred will fill up the spot. It is horrible seeing blood shed all over. What is becoming to this world of people. Instead of terrorism, why not go ahead and think of someting positive to increase our quality of life. Perhaps, planting more plants. Reason why war and fighting happen around us is due to a few human factors which is unavoidable.

Firstly, human greed is the destruction of the human kind. With greed, hatred and jealousy can be generated. For example, a greedy person managed to get on his way to success making it big in business world. The poors will envy and jealous. Jealousy will turn to hatred in a short turn of table. This will instigate those lower income people to have hatred towards the greedy people. Then, from here, thieving, robbery and even murder in order to get money and valuables are part of the consequences faced.

Secondly, human fear is the second most contagious disease. By fearing, naturally human will build up their defensive side. This will lead to defensive fighting. Okay..Here comes the part where the human mind trick us into thinking, " I should make a move for my own security before the other party does anything". To make things worst, the other party will think of the same thing. Together they will build defensive side as well as offensive side on each sides. This will lead to terrible bloodsheds.

Thirdly, irresponsibility is also part of the criteria causing chaos around. It is derived from greed. By being irresponsible, it will lead into dishonesty. Then again, from all this negative elements certain twisted parties will make a move in doing stuffs as their own community pleased and try to implement it onto the others who are not their kind of people. This enforcement will aggitate the people who have not show their fangs. Causing such disturbance, a clash of thought will surface and this will then again lead to another war.

Seeing poor and innocent people die in front of my very eyes in my generation, I felt terribly hurt. I am not a person who select people by their race or religion. I am a very fair person who I believe I want to bring peace to this world without hurting anyone. Seems far from impossible from your eyes. But from mine, it is just the beginning of the peace agenda for the world.

MY DEEPEST CONDOLENCES FOR THOSE WHO ARE INVOLVED IN THE MUMBAI TERRORIST ASSAULT. I SHALL SHARE MY INFINITE HAPPINESS WITH THOSE WHO ARE SADDENED AND SHALL LEAVE ALL SADNESS TO ME AS I CAN HELP TO DISPOSE THOSE UNWANTED FEELINGS. BLESS ALL OF YOU.

12.33pm 29 November 2008

A goal which is never reaching

Just another sight from far away, just like how it should be. Another torture but another enlightenment. Removing the falseness will bring back tranquility. Breezey noon, just another gaze at the moon, make it felt like just another mansoon, swirling the stir of life changing the cycle by a little. Moving the pace from time to time. Just a wish of best of luck and be hopeful which is not useful, another concern which doesn't make the feeling feel cheerful, it is so painful.

10.21pm 26 November 2008

Running with tap water

Just an impatient attempt to move a foot forward leaving me in confusion
once again. Letting go of simplicity in this life relieves the burden
that I may had carried or found by myself. Perhaps I just lost sight of
my goal since my main aim had been clouded by a thousand thoughts
sighing all the time. I did not learn my lesson well enough since I have
been foolishly repeating the similar events over and over again causing
internal harm to myself. Suppose I am already back in my small empty
shed within me, what should I do to proceed in success. In my mind,
still screaming real loud hoping in reaching its destination which was
not even there in the first place. Misfiring my true sight of my
objective is the main failure in my life so far. I blame myself for
being weak to temptations. I been this way all this life. Enjoying was
just not a real part of it. I might be enjoying but it has not reached
the maximum limit since there is no one little thing which excites me up
to 100% just yet. Hoping to look for it, i dwell upon the empty hut for
a very long duration. Another sigh came along, just another stranger
which I look up upon again, hoping for not to repeat but failure to do
so again, I fall into the dark hole of absorption. Being led into the
failure route, I wanted to be stronger to take another turn to become
someone much different. Instead of taking weaknesses as a weakness,
should I try harder to think positively until the weaknesses is well
hidden deep within me. Hopefully, to be discovered it would not be that
simple. It is just for you. Just for you to know sometimes but not all
the time. Letting go of this shattered dream, I am now at lost once
again.

10.02pm 26 November 2008

So...Blur

Nothing much to blog about these days except the recent food trip which I had. Kinda tired trying to minimize input and maximize output from my body system. This is hectic. I really hope I can endure through all this. All this for a reason. Reason which is obvious. Obvious which is unseen. Unseen because its not clear. Not clear as I refuse to do so. So, it shall just be like that.

11.09pm 23 November 2008

Let's calculate...

Alright, here we are calculating the petroluem pricing that is supposed to be. Perhaps, we are cheated in some ways or they are soooo bad in maths even with a simple calculator, they can't get the maths right.

Recent price of petroleum per barrel = USD 55.00 [averaged from max and min from website]
Recent conversion : USD1.00 = RM3.60

Here, its simple for those who had calculated wrongly, let me guide you carefully incase you get lost again..

Calculating for petroleum price per barrel (RM) = 55 X 3.6 = RM 198.00 [the 'x' is multiply]

For Each Barrel there are 159 Litres

To calculate for the price per litre = 198/159 = RM 1.2453/L [the'/' is divide]

Assume production cost and other incured cost per litre = RM 0.32/L

Total cost = RM 1.25 + RM 0.32 = RM 1.57/L

Let's say the petrol station wants to earn Rm 0.03/L,

Total price = RM 1.57 + RM 0.03 = RM1.60/L

And guess what, we are paying RM 2.00/L

How stupid can we be to be fooled by simple mathematics?

Oh hold on, subsidies....I wonder..... I guess subsidies is around -RM0.40/L [there is a negative]

I wonder where that go to....

The right way should be around RM 1.60 - - - - - - [minus minus minus...etc]

But it isn't that way...I wonder why. Such poor maths calculation. Perhaps they should engage pre-schoolers to do the MATHS.

RM 0.40........I can buy 2 kuih back in some old towns.... Man....

So, tell me...does my calculation make sense?

Reference :
1) Conversion - http://www.xe.com/ucc/convert.cgi [Date accessed 18 Nov 2008]
2) Price per Barrel of oil - http://www.swivel.com/data_columns/show/1946 [Date accessed 18 Nov 2008]

7.51pm 18 November 2008

Work Work

Finally, industrial training..Long awaited...the torture has finally came. I knew I have to do it one way or the other, having weird new experiences are good for knowledge enhancement however I guess it is not a good thing if you are putting your life on the line. XD. Anyways, I am pretty tired. So, sorry guys won't be able to hang out much...Only weekends. See you around. Btw jus wanna say...I AM BACK!!! =D

8.24pm 17 November 2008

I am finally awake from my fantasy world

For those of you who still wants to enjoy your holiday, I shall kindly advice you not to read this post.

My holidays came crumbling down the stairs hearing an unbarable strike of thundering loudness from my msn alert system. Reading it, it says,

"Hey fluids marks out d. You wan you can ask kenny for it. I heard..."
"Chemical average 58%, Mechanical average 56% and 20% failure"

Down with all my emotions. I went totally low, sinking to the bottom of the ground of my heart hitting them so hard, couldn't help burying myself under them.

The next day, another strike came along, seeing the message written as,

"I heard there are only 7HDs, 2Ds, 20+Cs and the rest passes and fails"

I WENT OMG..CAN THIS BE POSSIBLE...scaring the hell out of myself. What can I do I say, what's done is done. I can't revert my doings. I can only regret if I want to. But I rather channel my energy to do my very best for things that comes into my way at this point of time and move on with whatever it is.. It is reality I am facing no longer my fantasy world.

I have something to say,

"Dear world, I am finally awake from my long long slumber. I shall conquer this fear with my might and power and leave no chance of failure from this point onwards"

11.16pm 15 November 2008

Facing the truth

Facing facts of life is similar to facing the most challenging path in life. I guess that helps us to develop further into something dissimilar to any of our encounters. Some facts are meant to be hidden although it is known. It is tough avoiding at times. Perhaps its good to just let them all out. However, the consequences that remains in the head is something that is miserable which refuses the mouth to spill out what you have in mind. Hardly a challenge in life if there is no risk taking. However, things may seem to be in different targeted angles, varies in variety, mixing complicatedly blending into the precious carvings which you have in mind and soul. Seems like the road of satisfaction sure has a line of obstacles that need to be faced. Oh man....dear dear...

5.36pm 5 November 2008

Cross paths

A challenging path indeed will be a choice of mine. But managing the conditions that I am on the way in making out perfectly from the path is a bit of trouble at this point of time. I am such a weak person after all...

9.04am 2 November 2008